All I Ask II:BBPH(Taking Chances)

AIAII: Husband&Wife

I woke up and i frowned when i felt Ford isnt on my side.
Bumangon ako and put my hair on a messy bun.
I checked on him on the bathroom pero wala na siya dun.

Nakaligo na ba siya?
I look at the wallclock.
Past 7am..8 am ang pasok niya eh?

I went downstairs.
Nagtimpla ako ng coffee.
I saw Kiray on the salas.

"Kiray ang Sir Ford mo?"

"Aii nasa poolside po Maam..nilalaro si Allora.."

Kirqy answered at ipinagpatuloy ang paglilinis.
Lumabas ako sa likod bahay kung nasan ang lanai at pool.
I sighed when i saw Ford playing with Allora.

Kelan kaya dadating yung time na anak na namin ni Ford ang aabutan ko na nilalaro niya at hindi ang aso namin.

Or should i say.. DADATING PA BA ANG ORAS AT ARAW NA YUN?

lumapit ako sakanya.

"Goodmorning.."

I greeted him.

"Morning.."

He said.
He look at me and kissed me on the lips.
Bumalik siya sa pagkakaupo sa pooldeck.

He let Allora laydown on his chest.
I look at him.
And i sighed.

"Galit ka ba sakin?"

I dont know why it suddenly slipped on my mouth.
Pakiramdam ko kasi simula ng magpacheckup ako and malaman niya na maliit ang chances na makabuo kami ulit medyo nanlamig na siya sakin.

And it hurts me knowing i cant give him a family of his own.
A family of our own.

"Bakit mo naman nasabi?"

He asked without looking at me.

"I dont know..i just thought youre mad at me..i just thought youre mad because i cant bare a child for you---i cant give you a complete family Ford---"

"Ezra..come on..dont misunderstood my actions..im just stressed at work..come on..come here.."

He said.
He hold my hand and i seated on his lap.
His arms wrapped around my waist.
He smiled at me and put down my mug.

"Doctor Chavez said the chances are 80/20 so we still got 20 percent of chances na makabuo..come on..dont stress yourself..im okay..kung hindi pa oras para magkababy tayo then ikaw muna ang baby ko.."

He said.
Smile written on my face.
Parang hinaplos ang puso ko sa sinabi niya.

Siguro nga masyado lang akong nagiisip ng kung ano ano.

"I love you Ford.."

"I love you Misis Ford Valencia.."

He said.
I gulped when his hand went inside my robe.
Im just wearing nighties and robe.

He smiled at me.
Yung ngiti na may ibig sabihin.

"Well Doctor Chavez said the best time to made is morning noon and night.."

He whispered on my ears.
And that gives me chills.
I shivered when his hand tenderly giving my back a massage.

"Ford...malelate ka..na..."

i said trying to calm my senses.
He smiled at me and kiss my neck.

"I'd rather stay at home and cuddle with my lovely wife.."

He said and his kisses went down on my shoulders.
He look at me and hold my hand.
We went upstairs and gave ourselves time on showing our intimate affections.