Anything Can Happen/ Merlex

All The Bad Things Go Away

Mer's pov
The Day Derek Died
I called his phone but a women picked up. I went by Alex to ask him if Derek was cheating on me.

"Alex is Derek cheating on me"? I asked him.

After I said that. He Immediately sat up from the bed.

"Why would he cheat on a beautiful women like you. Your extraordinary not ordinary" He tells me.

"Awe thanks Alex" I say to him as he hugs me.

I start to blush. When he told me this I wanted to kiss him. I look into his eyes and he looks into my eyes. He starts to lean in. He kisses me and I kissed back. It felt so good and soft. He started kissing my neck. I started to kissing his abs. I never really realized how he had a six pack. I felt an intense attraction. As he was kissing my neck. I kept wondering why haven't I ever. Why didn't I ever marry Alex. He gets me more then Derek would ever will. Why did I let Izzie get between us. Then she just left him again.

After we got done. I just got a page and I left the on call room. I left Alex just wondering why I didn't say anything.  I felt so guilty. I cheated on Derek with Alex. He cheated on Jo with me. After that kiss with Alex. I went down to pit and cried for a while hoping he didn't cheat. I knew how Addison felt about Derek cheating on her with me. The hoping that he didn't do it.  I do the unthinkable. I call Addison.

"Hey".

"Hello Meredith" Addison says with confusion.

" I made a huge mistake" I told as I cried on the phone.

"What did you do"? she asks me.

"I had sex with Alex" I told her.

"Meredith how could you do that to him. Does he know? She asks me.

"No he's in D.C. I don't know what happened.

"Meredith I'm coming to Seattle" she tells me.

"No can I come to you in a few days"? I ask her.

" I just want to make sure you didn't get pregnant" she tells me.

"Oh okay" I say to her.

   I hang up the phone. I get into my car. I kept thinking about what I did. The next day I get a call from Washington D.C telling me that Derek never showed up. I was worried a lot but then I heard my phone ring it was Alex asking if I could pick up jo from work. It was weird talking to him. After what we did together. Great I probably ruined our friendship I say to myself.

Later that night I get home from work. I was doing dishes when the paramedics showed up. They told me that Derek was in a car accident. I acted cool on outside. But on inside I was freaking out. I grabbed the kids and brought them to the hospital.  They told me that he died from a brain bleed. I couldn't believe it. They told me I had to take him off life support.

Two weeks later I had finally gave them consent. It killed me so much. "Derek it's okay you can go" I tell him. Then they turn off the machine that was keeping him alive. I ran outside. My stomach felt so sick. It made me throw up. I get into the car and drive to Grey Sloan.

"Derek is dead" I told them and then I fainted. "He's dead"? Alex asks me.
I didn't say anything. Everything got blurry. My head hit the ground. "Mer"! He yells.

A week after. I finally get out. The funeral for Derek. Alex was trying comfort me. But nothing helped. I left Seattle to go to la to see Addison. I get there. I took me 6 weeks to go to Addison.

"Oh sorry Addison I'm late" I told her. "It's okay Meredith" she tells me. "Okay let's go for your ultrasound. I go into the room. I take a test.

  A few minutes later. She comes back in the exam room. "Meredith your pregnant your 6 weeks along" she tells me.