Anything Can Happen/ Merlex

Unbelievable Pain

Mer's pov
The slight seeing was pretty cool. "Mom when are we going home"? Zola asked. I didn't want to say never but. It's only been a day. "I don't know sweetie"I replied back.

Two days later
"Hello" I answered the phone groggy.

"Mer you finally picked up" someone said from Alex's phone.

"Who is this"? I asked.

"It's jo--". I caught her off.

"Don't fucken call me Mer. We aren't even friends. And why do you have Alex's phone" I snapped.

"Please Meredith listen to me I need to tell you something" jo said.

"What's so urgent"? I snapped again.

"Alex is in the hospital. He tried kill him self. I tried calling you that night but you didn't answer. He's still in a coma" She chocked out.

"Oh my god. I will be there as soon as I can" I said with tears running down my face.

"Okay Meredith. He's in a pretty bad shape. But please can you listen to me. It's not Alex's baby" She confesses.

"I don't believe you"! I snapped.

"Please Meredith let me explain".

"Okay fine go" I snapped again.

"It's Nathan's. A month before he raped you. Nathan and I got into a huge argument about you. And he being in love with you. I told him that you were so happy. Then he asked if I was still in love with Alex. I said no and he hit me and threw me down to the ground and raped me. Andrew thinks it's his baby and I don't have the heart to tell him that I was raped. The reason I said it. Is because I was afraid once he gets out. He was going to hurt me. I'm so sorry for calling you a slut"I She confessed shakily.

"Oh my god. Jo why didn't you tell me. I could of helped you. And it's okay" I reply understandably.

"Awe thanks Meredith that is so nice of you" she said.

"We will keep that sick son a bastard in prison for what he did to the both of us" I stick up for jo. I hang up the phone.

  Callie walks into the room. "Are you okay"? Callie asked. "No Alex is in the hospital. He tried to kill himself" I chocked into sobs.

"Oh my god. I'm coming with you to back home" Callie said.

We get on the plane. Me and Callie get of the plane and drive to grey Sloan. "Meredith come this way" Jo says as she leads me to his room.

  He look so weak. My cheeks were once again soaked with tears. "Alex baby I'm here. I'm so sorry for taking off. I shouldn't of left and I should have listen to you. Jo told me everything and I'm going to help her. Funny thing is that me and jo are sorta friends now" I confessed.

  He looked so peaceful. I told myself that he was just sleeping. I didn't want to think that he wouldn't come back from this. Why do I always run away from my problems instead of facing them.

   Callie walks into the room. "Oh Alex" Callie spoked soft.

"Why did you do this Alex. Mer is out here waiting for you to wake up. Mers lost a lot in life. But she doesn't need to lose you. Please Alex. She make look strong. But anytime she could fall apart. Please do this for Mer and your kids" Callie told Alex. She thought I didn't hear it. So I pretended I didn't.

   As she walks back out of Alex's room. I pretend to be asleep. "Mom wake up" someone jolted me. I opened my eyes. "Zo what's wrong"? I asked. "Mom I know Alex hurt himself and that's why he isn't waking up. Mom you don't have to play dumb. I'm almost in middle school" Zola answers. Her words were so soft and delicate. It made me miss Alex more. He was good at the mature conversations.

"Zo, he's going to be okay. He just needs rest. He lost a lot of blood" I replied. Zola just nods. I think she knows I'm lying about Alex being okay. Because I don't know if he's going to be okay.

"Callie can you have Arizona watched the kids. So I can go back to house"? I asked.

"Mer I don't think that's a good idea" Callie states.

"Please Cal" I begged.

"Fine but I'm going with you" Callie says as she gives in.

"Sof, moms going to be watching you and the kids okay?" Callie said.

"Okay mom"Sofia answered back.

    I get into the car. We drive over to my house. I opened the door. As I walked in I felt the memories. When we finally reached the kitchen. I felt my heart pound in my chest. "Oh my god"! I cried. "Mer why did you say oh my god"? Callie asked. "Oh my god"! Callie said.

   I look all over the kitchen. I found the knife laying on the blood splattered dark wooden floor. I pick it up. It was covered with Alex's blood. My stomach start to turn.

   "Callie can you help me clean this up before the kids come home. I don't want them to see this" ? I asked Callie as tears run down my face.

"Yes I will help Mer"Callie replied. Her voice dropped a few levels. After we were done. I ran out of there as fast as I could.

"Mer wait up"!  Callie called out.

"Why does this always happen to me"? I asked shaken.

"Mer I don't know. Maybe Alex was in a dark place. And just didn't notice" Callie said.

"Can we just go" I stuttered.

"Yeah let's go"Callie said as she started the car.

"Meredith, Callie come please" Arizona said out of breath. My first thought is that he was gone. But Arizona had a smile on her face. We rushed to Alex's room.

"Did you miss me" Alex said cockily. "Alex don't ever scare me like that again"! I scolded.

"'Mer calm down"! Alex whispered.

"Alex how can I come down. When I almost lost you" I whispered yelled.

"But you didn't" Alex replied.

"Alex. I know your not the father of Jo's baby. She told me everything. And we are sorta friends now" I told Alex as tears fall on to my checks of my face. I didn't even realize that I was crying until Alex wiped my eyes away.

"You're friends with my ex"? Alex questioned suspiciously.

"Yes I am" I answer back with a laugh.

"Oh my god your awake" jo said from outside the door.

"Hey jo come on in. You did save his life" I replied.

"Hey Mer" jo said.

"Oh I'm in trouble" Alex sighed.

"Alex! Me and Jo yelled.

"Sorry too soon" Alex replied.