Anything Can Happen/ Merlex

What Have I done?

"Warning heavy topics!
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Mer's pov
After we dropped the kids off at school. I took Liam to daycare. After I checked Liam in. I got pulled into the exam room by someone. I started to kick and punch.

"Woah calm down it's just me" Nathan says. I just roll my eyes. "What do you want Nathan"? I asked sassily. "I want you" Nathan confessed. "I'm married! And I'm happily married. So back off"! I snapped. "Oh come on, you think it's going to last with him? When you could have me"Nathan said smugly.

"Okay first of all yes I think it will last and it will. And your drunk and reek of alcohol!" I snapped again.

"But Mer, we have something" Nathan says simply.

He comes closer to me. I push backward. I push him away. But he comes closer. He grabs my face and leans in to my mouth. He presses his gross alcohol lips on my lips. I tried pull away but he deepens the kiss and pushes me closer. As I tried to get away he holds my head to his forehead. I couldn't get away. I tried punching him. But before I got a chance .

The door slammed open and then slammed shut. That made Nathan pull away and jump. Then I saw Alex. His face had so much rage written on it.

"How Could You Meredith"! He screams .

"Alex I'm so sorry it didn't mean anything" I pleaded

"Okay so tell me if I hadn't found you guys you wouldn't had sex with him"! He yelled in full rage.

"Alex"! I say calmly. Where I could see it wasn't helping.

"What Mer"! He yelled again.

"Alex please don't leave me. I'm so sorry. Riggs was drunk and I tried to push him away from me" I begged with tears streamed down my face. My eyes were bloodshot.

"Oh really it didn't look like it. I saw it will my own Fucken Eyes Mer! So don't tell me you tried. Yeah you tried the first time. But you didn't walk away"! He snapped.

"A l e x" I try to speak but he caughts me off.

"No Mer I don't want to hear it. I'm done bye Meredith"! He snapped again. With that he slammed the door behind him.

"Look You Did, You Asshole"! I screamed at Nathan with hatred.

"But now we can finally be together like we wanted to. He's not in the picture anymore", Nathan said smugly.

He tried to kiss me again. I punched him in the face. "What The Hell!" Nathan yelled.

" I want Alex you fucken Bastard! I have loved him since day fucking one, Nathan. Get the fuck out of here before I beat your ass"! I screamed at my fucken lungs.

  "Fine but your going to regret it" Nathan says smugly again.

"The hell I won't"! I screamed with rage as I launch myself at Nathan. I punched him in the face, stomach and kicked him the fucken penis.

"Get the fuck out and never fucken talked to me again. If you do, I will get a restraining order against you. Your a bastard who just ruined my marriage and family. Your not the guy I fell for years ago. Your the guy that made hide my feelings for Alex. Your the guy that made so mad. That he crashed his fucken car. So no! I never want to see me or speak. Not even a fucken peep out of you and your out. And did you forget I own this hospital. I can make it pretty hard for you to get a new job anywhere. So if you don't want that leave me the fucken alone"! I shouted for fucken loud.

  As I was walking away .In his drunken state, he grabs me. Throws me on the floor. Takes off my scrubs. Takes his shirt off. He unbuckles his pants. He puts me on the couch. I barely could see. He moves closer. I tried to yell but he shut me up by putting his penis in me. I cry out in pain. Tears were running down my face. "Shut the fuck, you love it" Nathan hissed. "Nathan, I'm sorry just let me go" I pleaded. "No"! He laughed.

Then the door slammed open. I hoped Alex came back. But it was Owen. "Get the fuck away from her" Owen snapped. Owen punched Nathan right in the head. Nathan falls to ground. "Oh god"! I say with tears running down my face. "I was just got back from joes. Alex is staying with George and Izzie. When I was walking by and I heard you cry and him yell at you" Owen says bitterly and sadly. "He forced me to have sex with him. When I put Liam in daycare. He pulled me into here. I tried to get away from him but he forced me to kiss him. After Alex yelled at me and told me he was done. I told him off and I even told him I was going restraining order against him. He grabs me, undressed me" I explained my side of the story.

"Oh my god, Mer. I'm so sorry, I thought you just cheated not that he forced you do any of this. We are going to take him to court and get restraining order against him" Owen tells me.

"H- e R- a- p - e - d - M - E" I stuttered with tears.

"Oh Mer, I'm going take you home with me and you can stay with us. I will tell Alex what really happened" Owen said sympathetically. I just nod.

I grab my phone. I hit Alex name. I dialed his number, it went straight to voicemail. I left a message.

It said this. "Alex I know your really mad. But please call me back. Here's what happened. And please listen to whole message. I took Liam to daycare when Nathan pulled into the exam room. At the time I didn't know it was him. I punched and kicked. Then he told who he was. He kepting telling me that I wasn't happy but I am so happy Alex. He forced me to kiss him. That was his plan. After you yelled at me. I yelled at him. I told him if didn't leave me alone I was getting a restraining order against him. As I was trying to leave. He grabs me and throws. I hit my head. He pulls of my scrubs. And takes his shirt off. I begged him to stop. He told shut up by putting his dick in me. Please Alex I need you. The door slammed open. I was hoping was you. But it was Owen he told him to get the fuck away from me. He punched Nathan right in the head and fell to ground. He was knocked out cold. I told Nathan what happened. I know you went drinking and Owen came back here. Because he heard me yelling and crying. Your staying at George's and Izzie's house. Please call me back I need you so much right now" I explained while my voice was shaking. Tears were running down my already soaked face.

"Mer" Cristina calls. "Yes cris"? I answer back. "You okay and I will make that bastard pay for this" Cristina threatens. "He raped me, Cristina and Alex won't answer me" I croak out. She holds me as I cry myself to sleep.