So in girls athletics (*sigh*) today, we did a lot of running today. So much that I almost threw up and R💅🏻 had to carry me to the locker room.
(I love you R💅🏻 even though sometimes you suck🖤)
And the girls in basketball, some of them are ASSHOLES holy hell. They were rushing me out of the bathroom so they could change and I wanted to be like "shut the fuck up I'm barfing in here" but I didn't because I was so weak that I couldn't speak.
Also a few days ago I made a sad attempt to come out to R💅🏻. Because we were making jokes about random crap that I can't remember but we were talking about me being a "girl" (*sigh*) and I said "who said I ever was a girl?"
🤦🏾♀️
Hayden why the fuck did you say that you idiot?!?!?
She thought I was joking which made it worse...then she went to get her stuff from the breakfast line and I slapped myself. Mentally and physically.
I'm an idiot🙄
Also, if you were wondering, R💅🏻 isn't transphobic, she just words stuff the wrong way and it makes her sound that way.
Also I came out to my friend CJ today. Okay so me and CJ always like make jokes about each others crushes in math class. So I told CJ who I liked (I like this girl in eighth grade her name is Samara but we call her Sam) and CJ wasn't upset at all he just kept making jokes (I say meow and CJ says "that's what Sam said when she was licking your pussy" etc 😂). My friend Caleb asked what CJ said and me and Caleb died laughing.
CJ and Caleb are my muthafuckin homies.
Dickhead "I" called me a fag today and CJ told him to fuck off. (CJ you are the real MVP you are fuckin awesome, man 👏🏾 thanks bro)
So in conclusion I'm an idiot and CJ is the fuckin best👍🏾
Later hoes
-The Hayden-izer
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