Okay...I've never talked about coming out before, but I'm planning on coming out after eighth grade.
Why?
So I can leave my old self behind and start a new life as Hayden. That's what I want to do. I don't like the person I used to be; I dare say that I hate her. I want to start a new life as someone I actually like, someone who doesn't want to kill themselves all the time because they love themselves.
Okay so before continue, quick backstory. I have a boyfriend. His name is Micah.
People make fun him because he's like 6 inches shorter than me, but I don't care.
He's one of the sweetest people I've ever met and—this might sound dramatic—he helps me believe that my life has purpose and that I'm not just here to die.
Having him honestly almost makes me believe in god again because nature couldn't make a person that amazing.
He has my same sense of humor and we talk and laugh about a lot of the same things.
(Btw Jessica ( Cabbagecat11 ) is friends with him and I tell her everything because she fangirls with me)
Im going to come out to him tomorrow—if not then sometime this week.
I don't feel as afraid to come out because he is bi and he knows that I'm bi so he's not gonna react negatively at least.
Hope not...(if he does he's a fuckin hypocrite)
Also there's this guy named Tristan (jess, Micah, Tristan, and I are all friends) he's such a third wheel😂
Like Micah told me that he was talking to him and was like "dude just fuck her already"
Like bruh😂....
And we were messing around and he was like "have ya sucked Micah's dick yet" 😂
(FANGIRLING up ahead)
•Micah called me beautiful
•he told me I was a good singer
•he told me I was special to him
•he said that I would always have him when times are tough.
•when I leaned my head on his shoulder he kissed my forehead and said "I've been waiting forever to do that" (aaaaahhhhhhh)
•whenever I have a mental breakdown he reassures me that I'll be okay
•he held my hand in the hallway last week (jess didn't see it and she was pissed😂)
•he cheers me up and calms me down when I freak out
AAAAAAAAAASHDGEDGGDHEFJRN
fangirling killed me....rip Hayden
Anyways...
I gotta go...
Byyyyyyeeeeeeee!
(Also check out my YouTube channel
Username is GreyWolfSurvivor)
-Happy Hayden
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RandomThe title is a bit inaccurate, I'm ftm nonbinary (not sure if agender or genderqueer, lol) but whatever I've had this book for ages. My name is Hayden and I'm a teenage unicorn boy. I like music and to draw and I also like YouTube. I'm full of love...
