The title is a bit inaccurate, I'm ftm nonbinary (not sure if agender or genderqueer, lol) but whatever I've had this book for ages.
My name is Hayden and I'm a teenage unicorn boy. I like music and to draw and I also like YouTube. I'm full of love...
I got back with Brody on Valentine's Day, I came out to my mom, my 14th birthday is almost here, schools almost over...*sigh*
This year has already been so fuckin hectic.
Boyfriend and I have been doing mostly fine, but during one of our fights she told me she thinks he's mentally abusive. She also said that I'm used to it. I mean, I know that he doesn't mean it but is it bad that that siding surprise me a little bit? Then again stuff like that never surprises me, think I have a problem.
I'm getting a binder for my birthday, spending my allowance money on it. Not alll of it, I have about $100 and the binder is 33 (not including tax) so I can buy a few. I'm a spoiled kid so I'm getting a lot of presents, and even tho my mom said not to worry about it I'm still pitching in because why not.,
Our band finally has 4 members (idk if I said that last update) but we still need to meet Landon.
I joined a group on Kik (my kik is Mad_Scientist_Zombie) that was just trans and nb people so it helps. I'm also being sucked more and more into BTS, helpppp.
I guess I've been kinda feeling like a zombie when it comes to most things. I'm a zombie with schoolwork, I'm a zombie in my relationship, I'm a zombie at home. Idk what's wrong with me. Maybe it's the trans thing, maybe it's the school thing, idfk.
Also my boyfriend told his parents that I'm trans and they think I'm lying so that's fun. Why do peoples parents think I'm a liar all the time? I'll never understand..
Also my bassist apparently thought I was joking..?
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Who jokes about being trans, wtf? Also why would I joke about this shit tho? Sometimes I don't understand cis guys. At least my guitarist is a smart guy, also speaking of him he got a concussion, not sure what from but I hope he's okay.
I've been told to keep a physical paper journal of my feelings by my mom. Maybe that's why I've been so lazy to update my Wattpad, meh.
Also it helps get out whatever is in my head.
What's in your head? In your head Zombie Zombie Zombie-ie-ie-ie
I don't even know what's in my head, all I know is that that's a banging song. Maybe the band will do a cover of it, we're gonna put either a YouTube channel, or a website, or something.
Ahhhh
I'm getting excited.
Anyways I should go eat because if I don't eat now then I might not eat today.
Byeee -Hayden from bad wolv–I mean Rise, Reminisce
