ITS BEEN MONTHS IM SORRY

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So I broke up with Brody cause he's a psycho along with other things.

I haven't uploaded this in a while cause I needed to focus on finishing my exams and shit

I start high school in like a week what the fuck im so old already

I started writing this book when I was like 10-11, I'm 14 now, wtf

Anyways I'm expressing my femininity more so that's a big step

And I'm confused about my identity again, I'm ftm but I'm also agender still? Idek

I've been keeping a paper journal instead of a real one because I didn't have the energy to write something out, my taekook fanfic is the Only thing I've written online in a while and I honestly love it.

Like I started uploading it like a week ago and it already has like 80 reads? And 11 votes? I'm so happy???

Also this has almost 1000 reads wtf that's awesome.

Anyways I've been doing okay, I could be better, but I've been pretty okay, I've moved house recently and I'm glad cause Brody knew where I lived,

And just in case you wanted to know how psycho he is, he spammed my messages for like an hour while I was moving and then claimed I didn't care.

Wtf? I was busy???? Anyways, his ass is blocked now.

I'm angsty, I'm still emo, I'm still gay, not much else has changed.

I'm watching
I'm waiting
I'm aching
Suffocating
I'm breathing
I'm speaking
Can you hear me?
I'm screaming for you

I don't have anything really to update, I'll try to update this more.

Byeeeee
-Hayden the lifeless freshman

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