The title is a bit inaccurate, I'm ftm nonbinary (not sure if agender or genderqueer, lol) but whatever I've had this book for ages.
My name is Hayden and I'm a teenage unicorn boy. I like music and to draw and I also like YouTube. I'm full of love...
It's been fucking ages since I've updated, but I'm okay. I was gonna update yesterday but my Wattpad crashed for some reason. But anyways a lot has happened:
-I broke up with my boyfriend, because I wanted space to grow and transition. Tbh I'm debating whether I want to get back with him at all, I love him, but but it's the little things that make me want to give up. I know how bad that sounds.
-I made the school honor role (third year in a row muthafuckas). Considering the fact that I've been slacking and turning things in late cause of stress I'm surprised honestly.
-I'm in a band. Yup, a few weeks ago me, my friend Ethan, my friend Joey, and this other kid Landon created a band. I'm on drums and backup vocals, Ethan is guitar, Ethan is teaching Joey bass (cause we couldn't find a different bassist) and (maybe) vocals, and Landon is tech stuff and stand in drummer. Our name is Rise, Reminisce. Also Raina (my friend and crush/mind girlfriend) is our manager.
-I got a dope haircut:
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I feel sexy, lol
-this isn't a huge thing but this lil emo boy has been getting really into BTS. Like I've been binging BTS/TaeKook vídeos for days honestly.
I'm honestly just happier...aside from exams. I haven't cut in almost three months, I'm doing okay I feel like. I have my depressive moments but I'm alright for the most part. The only things I worry about are homework and when my band practice will be. I'm doing good.
I just wish I had less homework and more time to do other shit.
Well I probably would if I didn't spend so much time watching TaeKook videos.
(THEYRE SO CUTE THO UGGGHHH)
Anyways, I should get going. It's time for me to go to bed (aka watch YouTube until I fall asleep). Especially since I have 3 exams tomorrow (uggghhhh)
Goodbye and goodnight -Hayden, scholar, emo, and part of the ARMY
