He, Zhe, They: Agender Diary

Sadness....also 100 reads?!

Before I get into this, I just want to say, this book has more than 100 reads...

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Like it sounds like I'm being sarcastic, but in my mind that's insane. Thank you so much.

Okay so now the sad times.

I've been depressed for a few days. It started because of school. I've been so busy that I don't even get time to blink. Everyday it's work (work work work work work work...I'll leave now).

School is taking over my life. Like at this point there's so much homework I don't even look forward to going home anymore. My home used to be my safe place, now it's just the place I have to stay.

Sorry if I sound like a whiny bitch.

Also I was cleaning out my dresser yesterday and I dump the whole thing out and you know what the first thing I see is?

Bras, slutty tank tops that used to be my cousins, and these bright colored granny panty looking motherfuckers. (Okay the phrase granny panties is kinda funny)

Great.

It didn't help that I just finished my period so I had to wear those motherfuckers for a week.

(Seriously when did I become so whiny?)

Also R💅🏻 is still ignoring me. And I know it sounds like I hate her, but she is my best friend. She said that we would always be best friends no matter what. Now she's ignoring me for...I don't even know what the hell she's ignoring me for.

Like I swear I almost cried today. She's annoying from time to time, but if I didn't have her then I wouldn't want to live. She was the first person I met this year and I have other friends, but she is my best friend, and I love her.

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OK, now let's get to happier news.

(or more like frightening news LOL)

OK so do you remember when I said I was going to a Panic! at the Disco concert? Well I did some research on Brendon Urie. Brendon is my freaking hero. He is the fucking best, I swear to God.

But now I'm scared to take my mom to the concert. Because, don't get me wrong, I love Brendon, but at his shows, he's like making sex jokes and swearing, and in one of his shows he smoked weed. Now, again, don't get me wrong; I don't think Brendon would be mother approved.

(Let's be honest lol)

But I'm also going to say Brendon is my spirit animal LOL. He is literally me. Look at some of the interviews he is done, and look at some of his shows.

Most people want to be a doctor or a surgeon or a dentist when they grow up. Bitch please, when I grow up I want to be Brendon Urie.

Who is my dream man,? Someone who looks like Dan Howell, and acts like Brendon Urie.

(Sebastian Stan is now second place. Brendon is now in first place for my favorite person😂)

He is literally a child. He is a man child, but that's why we all love him, let's be honest.

(Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in A church corridor and I can't help but to hear, no, I can't help but to hear and exchanging of words. * I love you, I love you too* what a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding, said the bridesmaid to a waiter, and yes but what a shame, what a shame the poor grooms bride is a whore.)

Lol, I'm using voice text because I'm lazy and that took forever lol.

(I chimed in with a "haven't you people ever heard of, closing the goddamn door?!" No. It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality. I chimed in with a "haven't you people ever heard of closing the goddamn door?!" It's much better to face these kinds of things, with a sense of...)

Finish in the comments.

Emo kids unite!!!

Anyways, I need to go. I'm writing this on the can and I'm pretty sure my mom thinks I fell in so...

I'm gonna go eat dinner.

Bye!!!

-Hayden the Depressed Ass Emo Kid