He, Zhe, They: Agender Diary

Lot's of Crazy Crap

Okay so first up, I painted my nails two days ago cause I'm a goddamn pretty boy and I will express it. I painted them black and grey, the color of my soul🖤

All these songs I'm hearing are so heartless,
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.

(Twenty one pilots for the win)

Also, on March 31st if I don't screw up, my mom said she's gonna take me to the Panic! At the Disco tour concert thing. YAY BRENDON URIE!!! (And all the other guys that no one cares about except Brenden lol)

2016 was the year I sat on my ass and did basically nothing. I'm gonna do something for once in my goddamn life.

My mom is the fuckin best btw. She said she might take me to E3, PAX, and Animefest (lol neeeeerrrrrrd).

I'm gonna try and come out this year, if I can. The only reason I haven't is because 1) i can't find the right time 2) I'm a fuckin wimp. My mom is sooo nice. She would support me even if it took her months to remember my name.

She loves J🙎🏾‍♂️ like a SON. Whenever my aunt says "Nicole (that's my moms name) has three daughters" my mom looks at her like bitch I will fucking cut you lol. She supports my bro so she'll support me for sure.

Also I'm finding a lot gender neutral clothing websites that are awesome. Genderflux, flavnt, muttonhead, amd GFW (gender free world)) are pretty great.

Also I love shopping at Rue 21.

I'm planning on getting this hat from flavnt that says pretty boy and it's a SnapBack.

I want it so bad...

Also they have this shirt that says gender roles are dead. I'll just let you see it

ITS FUCKING AWESOME. The perfect shirt for a deadbeat goth kid like me lol.

Hayden Amari Nicolas Hawkins is being born. Their becoming who they want to be.

"Me being myself doesn't not harm you, so don't try and fix me because I'm not broken." -Me (I'm assuming so)

Also mini rant:

People are still trans/homo phobic, which sucks, but their main point is usually religion, correct?

Now personally, I'm agnostic. But I'm also a former Christian (who didn't read the bible but still). I was raised to know that God loves all despite what they've done, right?

The Bible is technically just a book. Your god didn't write it, so you can't know what his will is.

Also God is supposed to hate this community, right? Well if he created us, he's supposed to love us no matter what. So if he hated us, why would he make us this way? BECAUSE HE DOESN'T HATE US.

If he's allegedly all powerful, then theoretically he could make of us whatever he pleases. If he's every bit as powerful as pastors say he is (actually I don't know what pastors say I've never been to a real church) then he could do WHATEVER HE WANTED. He wanted us to be this way. (I think. I don't know I've never spoken with him on the phone)

Now, I'm not trying to shit on Christians because most of them, along with other religious people I've met are lovely people (Except for Dickhead "I"😒), all I'm saying is the homo and trans phobes are wrong.

I know I'm coming at this as and atheist so of course I can't prove gods will, but neither can the assholes who makes fun of LGBT people. I'm just sayin man🤷🏾‍♂️

End of rant

Sorry that that rant was just about religion. I have no problem with religion and if you're religious I have no problem with you (unless you're one of those assholes I talked about). I just wanted to get that off my chest.

Support gay, bi, pan, and asexual people.
Support transmasuculine, transfeminine, transandrogynous, and gender fluid people too.

They're amazing people just like you and me. Sounds kinda cheesy but I mean it. Cheers love. (Ha Tracer from Overwatch)

-H