The title is a bit inaccurate, I'm ftm nonbinary (not sure if agender or genderqueer, lol) but whatever I've had this book for ages.
My name is Hayden and I'm a teenage unicorn boy. I like music and to draw and I also like YouTube. I'm full of love...
I'm sorry I haven't written in I while. I'm grounded until I'm fourteen and I'm not allowed near my phone. (I'm hiding in my bathroom right now lol)
A lot of stuff has happened...
I got my haircut:
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And I came out to a few friends, And my counselor starting referring to me as "they". Yay. She is a saint.
Gender euphoria is so sweet.
Anyways, I've been thinking about some things. I don't think I'm completely agender. I think I might be a genderqueer boy. But I'm not sure. Still figuring out things.
Getting my hair cut again in a week because it's been a while since that picture was taken (like a month. It grown out an inch)
And now, the real reason while I wrote this. I'm gonna come out to my older brother, J🙎🏾♂️(who just recently found a boyfriend btw. I'm so happy for him.)
I have high hopes for this. I know they say you should keep your expectations low, but I know he'll support me. He's trans as well for crying out loud. I can't come out right now because he lives miles away, but the next time I see him, which I know will be soon, I'm gonna tell him.
I'm nervous (but on the surface I look calm and ready to drop bombs but I keep on forgetting what I wrote down. Sorry🤣. Fucking love Eminem.) but I think I can do it. Besides, nothing can ruin this brotherly bond between us.
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God he's so great... I miss him.
Anyways before I get too misty eyed...
I'm gonna go before my mom wonders where I am. I love you all, I won't be able to post as often because of being grounded but I'll try.
