Jared Gilmore Imagines

I'm More Than Enough | J.G.

Drabble Game #23: "Why does it hurt so much?" "Because it was real."

"Reader won't admit she loves jared and jaredis dating Olivia so when she sees them together it hurts Lana notices and comforts the reader about it? Or maybe reader and jared brokeup and Jennifer comforts reader?"

- PreferenceQueen

"The reader and Henry broke up and Emma comforts her because the reader and Emma got close"

- stacyu

Synopsis: Jared and the reader decide to take a break on their relationship and while Jared decides to spend more time with Olivia, the reader is still hurt and not over him. Jennifer then steps up and comforts the reader along side of Lana.

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"Hey." I heard his voice say, loud and clear. Not long after, I turned my head to where the voice came from only to be met by his frame along side with Olivia's.

"So, I was thinking that maybe after filming this last scene, you might want to go somewhere with me. If that's okay with you?" he directed at her, neither noticing that I was looking their way. Almost right after the last sentence left his mouth, I felt something inside me break just a tiny bit. What I thought was already mended, seemed to shatter once more.

"Yeah, sure." was all I had to hear before I turned around and headed towards the only place where I knew I could finally be alone. As I walked down the corridor, I softly closed my eyes, silently telling myself to be strong and not let the now forming tears fall down my features.

Around two long minutes later, I stood in front of my trailer's door. Already knowing it was mine, I climbed up the steps and opened the door, then closing it behind me almost immediately.

I felt my back slide itself down the door until I was sitting on the trailer's floor with my knees in front of me. Feeling something wet hit the back of my hand, I looked down and realized that the tears I tried holding in before just happened to come down, all at once.

I don't remember how long I sat there on the cold floor, silently crying until I had no more tears to shed. Staring blankly at the couch in front of me, I heard some thumps, followed by a voice telling me to open the door.

Indecisive, I stayed in my position for what felt like an eternity before standing up and quickly wiping away any evidence of the previous tears. I let out a deep breath I didn't know I was holding in before my hand twisted the handle in front of me, opening the door as requested.

Two figures were now embracing me in a warm hug and I didn't even had the need to look at their faces to know that it was Jennifer accompanied by Lana.

"You okay there?" I heard Jennifer murmur, still hugging me tightly. In response, I only let out a tiny sound afraid that if I said a word, I would break down once again, this time in front of people.

"We saw what happened in there and thought you could use some company." said Lana to which I only murmured a 'thank you' as an answer.

"I know." I began. "I know that I shouldn't be or even act like this. It's already been a week and the break up was mutual but I just can't help but feel like a part of me is missing.

"You know, most of us have been through a break up and I can personally tell you that it's obviously gonna take you some time to put yourself back up. Take this time and use it wisely." Lana reassured me as they pulled away from the embrace.

"Why though? Why does it hurt so much?" I exclaimed, a tear rolling down my face and I quickly wiped it away.

"Because it was real. Because what you two had was something special and meaningful for you. But that doesn't mean that you can't live without it." Lana continued after I interrupted her.

"I know this is what everyone usually says but I can promise you that it's all gonna be okay in the end. It might not feel like it at the moment, but it will. Also, you know all the cast's here for you whenever you need us. Just take some time off and find yourself again." Jennifer finished for Lana before they both decided to leave the room, giving me some space.

Maybe, just maybe, everything was going to turn out okay. Maybe, I thought, I should take some time off, some time for myself, some time to think it all through. At the end, I only have myself and I know, that I'm more than enough.

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Author's Note: This probably really sucks and the ending was probably the worst ending I've ever written.

ANYWAYS, you guys should really go checkout my new book! It's called everlasting and it would really mean a lot if you guys read it.

P.S: I can sadly only dedicate a chapter to one person so what I'm going to do is dedicate another chapter to the person I missed. Sorry about that.