*2years ago*
Distracted. Unfocus. Stressed.
Hindi ako makapag-concentrate sa buhay na gusto kong baguhin dito sa England.
Hindi ako makagawa nang bagong buhay kasi ung buhay ko nasa Pilipinas.
I will try to make a brand new life here in England.
I will try to make a name.
I WILL TRY TO FORGET HER.
I deserve someone better.
Nanatili lang akong nakatayo sa may railings. Nasa 11th floor ung unit namin kaya naman ang gandang tingnan. Tanaw sa lugar kung saan ako nakatayo ang Big Ben Clock.
Sinubukan kong pumikit pero the moment I did, her image came flooding through my mind.
''Marie, Marie.. Why do you have this effect on me?''
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''I couldn't imagine, life without you. The moment you walked into my world.'' I sang as Marie came flooding my mind.
''Never knew how long in loving this thing will burn. But losing you has forced me to love.''
Feel like the song is saying how I feel. It feels good yet it hurts.
''We both know, it's better if we just let it go. One last kiss, one last touch, one last tender moment between us. Once last dance to our first song.''
Natapos ang first day nang recording namin. It went smoothly.
Will my moving on stage will go smoothly too?
I hope so.
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Sorry. I can't update the whole thing. Hindi ko pa tapos ang chap na ito. Sana makuntento muna kayo. Thanks.
#Baaae
