26. i want you but i hate you

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by Beaujob1993

by Beaujob1993

brads pov

i woke up with a splitting headache. i checked the time. great half 11. i could tell mel was awake. as her laptop always made this really loud buzzing noise. i wanted to apolagise for last night so i walked over to her room. she was sat there looking at her laptop her mouth was haning open and her hands were shaking. i looked at the screen , i knew she would jump to conclusions. i recognised the page it was about me. she had read it. i coughed so that she would know that i was present

she turned around , her lips were trembling she looked as if she was about to cry. she knew , she knew everything now.

"please tell me its not true"

"i wish i could mel but i cant"

"which ones you?"

wait there were 2 brad simpsons , i looked at her computer and read the one she was on , i suddenly realised why she was crying , she thought i had got a girl pregnat at FOURTEEN!

"mel not thats not me i swear , you were my first time , i didnt do that kind of thing at that age"

she picked up my hand and began playing with my fingers

"well what about the other one , he doesnt sound that much better" she questioned

"no he doesnt , but i have changed i really have as soon as i met you , all of my past seemed to disapear. mel i would of told you about the past , i only didnt because i didnt want to scare you off"

i lifted her chin up and stared at her eyes. she seemed to be thinking.

next thing i knew was she wrapped her arms around my neck and was hugging me. i felt safe. mel always had that effect on me she wispered in my ear

" please dont ever leave my life , even if were just friends , i will always need you"

"i promise " i wispered into her hair

me and mel sat there and hugged for agies.

i kissed her forhead

"i love you brad"

"i love you too mel"

she slipped her fingers through my hair and kissed my cheek softly. before getting up and walking out of the door.

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mels pov

i was rather confused on what had just happend , but that didnt matter it felt right.

it hit me pretty hard , but brad was just a little boy inside , he had his childhood robbed from him by his dad , he spent his whole life protecting some one and there was no one there to protect him. i just wanted to hug him for forever.

i knew brads cockiness was just front , i just wish he would let me in a little more.

it was mine and brad 4 month anniversery soon , i wanted to do somthing special , just to show him how much i loved him

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A/N i know it was abit of a boring chapter but i just wanted to make them be hapy again if that makes sense? and i didnt really know what to write so yeah!!!