I can't believe I got 4 yes's, I'm so excited. I was backstage for awhile, since I was one of the last performances. Cheryl came back and talked to me, "That was an awesome song you wrote"! She said coming into the dressing room I was in. I got up and hugged her saying thank you. "So tell me your story".. ****
I told her everything and she said she was very sorry. I just smiled, and looked down at the ground, tears coming down my face. I quickly wiped them so Cheryl didn't see. "I'm so sorry Alyssa, if you need anything I'm here for you okay"? She said wiping another tear. "Thank you Cheryl" I said again. "So. Do you have any name ideas for the baby"?
"Yeah, I have one.. Madeline Marie". "That is such a cute name" she said
**3 months later*
Well I'm 4 months along and I am getting a bump. I made it to the judges house, with Cheryl as my mentor. I have my next chance to make it to the finals, I am against 2 other really good singers. We 3 have become really close through all of this. I started writing again just to kinda get my anger out about everything. I didn't think it was gonna turn out good, until I actually finished it. It's called Love Me Or Leave me. I wrote it about Harry, which only my mum knows who it's about. I am singing it for my spot in the finals. "Alyssa come on back" someone said.
I went back, Cheryl was sitting there along with another person. "Go ahead and start" she said smiling..You used to tell me that you loved me once
What happened, what happened?
Where is all of this coming from?
What happened, what happened?
You say I'm crazy and there's nothing wrong
You're lying and you know I know
Baby what have we become?
What happened?We used to never go to bed angry
But it's all we ever do lately
And you're turning away like you hate me
Do you hate me, do you hate me? OhYou, can take this heart
Heal it or break it all apart
No, this isn't fair
Love me or leave me here
Aah-aah-aah, oh-ah-aah-ah-aah
Love me or leave me here
Aah-aah-aah, oh-ah-aah-ah-aah
Love me or leave me here
Aah-aah-aah, oh-ah-aah-ah-aahDo you remember when you loved me once?
What happened, what happened?
And you'd hold me here just because
What happened?We used to never go to bed angry
But it's all we ever do lately
You're turning away like you hate me
Do you hate me, do you hate me? OhYou, can take this heart
Heal it or break it all apart
No, this isn't fair
Love me or leave me here
Aah-aah-aah, oh-ah-aah-ah-aah
Love me or leave me here
Aah-aah-aah, oh-ah-aah-ah-aah
Love me or leave me hereAnd love me baby please cause I could still be the only one you need
The only one close enough to feel you breathe
Yeah I could still be that place where you run
Instead of the one that you're running from, oohYou, can take this heart
Heal it or break it all apart
No, this isn't fair
Love me or leave me here
Aah-aah-aah, oh-ah-aah-ah-aah
Love me or leave me here
Aah-aah-aah, oh-ah-aah-ah-aah
Love me or leave me hereAfter I finished the song Cheryl smiled and said thank you, she sent me on my way. After the other 2 finished we were all called back separately, I was last. "Alyssa you can go on back now"
I walked back, Cheryl started talking about stuff and, my voice. "I've made a decision.. You're through the to the finals"!! I started crying and ran over to hug her. "Thank you so much! Thank you thank you"! "Make me proud Alyssa" she said
"I will, I won't let you down"
*** 3 weeks later****
"Alright it is between.. Simon & Cole, Cheryl & Alyssa, or Nicole & Max! And the winner is... Alyssa Johnson"!!!!! I couldn't believe what they just said. Cole and Max came and hugged me, and said congrats. Cheryl was so excited! As was I!!
The announcer came over and started talking. "What an amazing performance by Alyssa singing Shout Out To My Ex! Now Cheryl, any words for Alyssa"? "Yes, Alyssa I am so proud of you. Your songs the 3 you wrote were so unique and had such a special meaning. I am so excited, Shout Out To My Ex, Love a me or Leave Me, and Love Me Like You were such great songs"! "Amazing job Alyssa! See you all next season on X-Factor UK"!
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Fanfiction***Mature content read at own risk*** Wedding ring, proposal, what's next kids? Yes you got it, 2 of 'em.