Love vs Grind (Langston Higgins love story)

Chapter 7

~Jazmine

Me: "Are you fuckin serious Julian?" I asked him squintin my eyes at him

Pissed ain't even the word... I'm hurt! I just walked in on the man I'm in love with gettin head from a random bitch.

Julian: "What?" He spoke unbothered while zippin his pants back up.

He turned the music off and sat back in his chair.

My body took over and I grabbed the closest thing to me which was a water bottle and threw it at him and to my luck it hit him.

Me: "You was that fuckin mad to where you decided to cheat on me?!" I yelled pointin to my chest while walkin closer to him

Now i'm standing in front of him and I can honestly say I am disgusted.

Julian: "You said you wanted to take a break!" He yelled standing up

I smacked him in the face as hard as I could and pushed him makin him sit back down.

Me: "So! That doesn't mean go out and do what the fuck you want!" I said pointin at the door

Julian: "Man whatever what you here for?" He asked sounding irritated

Me: "I came to apologize for how I acted the other day. But it doesn't even matter now" I said tossin my hands up takin a step back.

Julian: "Guess not" He said gettin up and grabbing his stuff

He walked out the door and I followed

Me: "What the fuck is wrong with you?" I asked as my voice began to crack

He stopped and walked up to me now just inches away from my face.

Julian: "I'm tired of you knit picking. Always got somethin to fuckin say. I told you I was wrong and you still kept the shit going and that break you thought we was takin not gon happen. I'm done"

At that moment I felt my heart break into millions of pieces.

Me: "So that's it?" I asked as tears started to build up "You just gon let go like that?" I asked shruggin my shoulders a little

Julian: "Nah you did that when you started bein ungrateful"

Me: "How the fuck was I being ungrateful?!" I asked snappin my head back a little bit.

Julian: "I bring money home for us. I work hard for us. Any and everything I do is for me, you and Zayloni. You don't think I would prefer to stay home? Huh?!"

Me: "What about your daughter?"

Julian: "What about her? She in good hands and I'm still gon see her"

Me: "Ha wow" I whispered "You know what? I fuckin hate you." I said gettin in his face " I HATE YOU!" I yelled pushing him out my face.

I stormed off and went to my car. As soon as I got to my car I broke down. Our arguments have never gotten this bad and he has never talked to me like that.

Am I wrong for wanting him to spend more time with me as well as his daughter? Was I being ungrateful? Please let me know if I was because I thought I was doing some good by letting him know how I felt.

To make matters worse me and Ju are suppose to walk down the aisle at Langston and Tania's wedding. And the way I'm feeling I don't even wanna be near him.

I stopped crying and called Nia

*Conversation starts*

Tania: "Hello?" She asked laughing