Love vs Grind (Langston Higgins love story)

Chapter 32

~Tania

Me: "Langston baby come here." I said while walking to the living room couch

Langston: "What?!" He yelled back

Me: "Come here!" I yelled back

As I'm sitting down waiting on him to come down stairs my mind is racing with what if's. What if this bitch is being spiteful and trying to get something out of him. But if that was the case why would she serve him with child support papers?

Langston: "What's up babe?" He asked walking up to me

Me: "Langston I'm trying not to go off on you right now, but I really need you to be honest with me."

Langston: "Alright what's up?"

Me: "When you fucked Bebe did you use a condom?" I calmly spoke

Langston: "Yeah why?"

Me: "Because she was just here and she served you with child support papers." I said tossing him the envelope

He sat down on the couch and opened the envelope. He read over it with a confused look on his face. I sat there with my leg shaking trying to calm my nerves.

Me: "Langston I love you but i'm not goin' through this again."

Langston: "Nia, baby. This kid isn't mine." He said looking at me

I sat there a little while longer thinking about the situation and the more I thought about it the more pissed off I got.

Me: "If you didn't fuck this bitch we wouldn't be going through this right now Langston. With Druu I could let that go but this. Langston this is not okay and you better hope for your sake, and this families sake that, that kid isn't yours."

With that said I got up and walked to the room, I'm honestly not even hurt. I don't know how to feel right now because it wouldn't be the first time he had a kid with someone other then me. 

If this kid is his I don't know what i'm gonna do.

~Jazmine

So my weekend went great, Desean took me to the cheesecake factory and then we went to playhouse. It was my first time going to that club and it was pretty nice, I met a few of his coworkers and I met YG. And at the end of the night we had sex, not the first time we did, but it was our third time having sex. I've been trying not to just so I don't get my emotions involved because I know he's a football player and females throw themselves at him all day.

But shit too late for that I caught feelings like he catch footballs. Zay already knows about him and how I feel about him, I try to be open with her about certain things so she's not confused or blind sided by anything.

Zayloni: "Hey mom!" She yelled walking in the house

I closed the refrigerator door and walked to the front.

Me: "Hey girl. How was it at your dads?"

Zayloni: "It was cool, we went out to eat. Oh my god mom Get out was trippy you gotta see it." She said sitting on the love seat

Me: "Oh really? Yeah me and Desean might have to go see it or something." I said sitting on the longer couch

Zayloni: "Yeah and then we went to eat at Tam's and he introduced me to his girlfriend. Did you know he had a girlfriend?" She asked with attitude in her voice

Me: *laughs* "Yes, I knew before you did."

Zayloni: "Why didn't you tell me?"

Me: "Because that's not my place Zay, go do somethin'." I said shooing her off

Zayloni: "Wait no, so what did you do this weekend?"

Me: "Nothing really me and Desean went to eat at Cheesecake factory-"

Zayloni: "Owe!!! I been wanting to go there."

Me: "I'll take you next weekend. But after that we went to the club and that was it i've just been at home since watching tv. Oh and I had a client this morning."

Zayloni: "That's cool well is it okay i'ma go start on my homework."

Me: "Alright."

She got up, grabbed her bag and walked up the stairs.

I'm glad Julian understand where i'm coming from and didn't press the issue about getting back together. It has been about thirteen years since we broke up and we've been doing just fine. If we got back together it would mess everything up and I don't want that.