Chapter 17

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~Jazmine

So me and Zay been stayin with my sister since me and Julian's break up. She has asked about him a lot and I still don't know what to say to her. Scratch that I know what to say I just don't know when is the right time to tell her- it's just hard.

Kayla: "So how you been?" She asked sittin next to me

Me: "Fine. I guess" I said while runnin my fingers through Zay's hair

Kayla: "Zayloni can you do auntie a favor and go to your room?"

Zayloni: "Mh-hm" She noddin her head

She got up grabbing her doll and walked to the room me and her are sharing. When she was in the room I turned to Kayla and sat criss cross apple sauce.

Me: "I try not to think about him and stay busy so the situation doesn't come to mind, but whenever Zay asks about him it hurts even more. Like should I have stayed and worked it out with Julian?"

Kayla: "Fuck no. Look I understand you wanna make it work for Zay but what he did was disrespectful as fuck and you deserve better"

Me: "I know it's just so. Hard" I said starting to cry "When we first got together our relationship was perfect he real life treated me like a queen, he made sure I was okay, It was perfect. And like outta nowhere shit changed" I cried

Kay scooted closer to me and hugged me. As much as I fuckin despise this nigga right now, I can't help the fact that he was my breath of fresh air. 

Some people may think i'm over reacting about the situation but look. Before me and Julian got together I was with this guy named Christian and it was the worst relationship ever. He was abusive, mentally and physically and he cheated on me twenty five eight. That fucked up my whole mindset, until I met Julian. 

Julian made me feel and believe that there are still some good guys in this world. So you can understand why I feel the way I feel.

Me: "Like I don't understand how. Someone can sit in your face and tell you how much they're in love with you and wanna spend their life wit you. And then turn around and shit on you like your feelings don't matter" I said as I wiped my tears

When I looked up at Kay I seen that she started crying too.

Kayla: "I know its been hard for you but you gotta stay strong for your sake and Zayloni's"

I smiled and wiped her tears 

Kayla: "Look at you got me cryin nd shit, we got plans go get ready" She laughed

I got up and walked to the room. Kay wants to take me out for some food and drinks to get my mind off of everything so yeah.

*Two hours later*

So after dropping Zay off at my moms me and Kayla went to this place called The Yard House. She said they have bomb food here and you know how I feel about food.. So you know I had to come. Since it's kind of a upscale restaurant I decided to dress nice.

 Since it's kind of a upscale restaurant I decided to dress nice

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