Chapter 25

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*Two days later*

~Julian

Right now i'm on my way to Jazmine's new spot to drop Zay off. It's weird as fuck comin home at night to a empty house. I know y'all prolly hate me but I miss my girl and my daughter bein' at home wit' me but I fucked up and this is the price I gotta pay.

When I pulled up I took Zay out her carseat and her bag. I walked up to the door and knocked, a little while later Jazz opened the door. She had on black leggings, calf length socks, a big white t-shirt and her hair was in a messy ponytail. She has always been sexy and never had to try hard.

Jazmine: "What's up. Hi mami!" She said taking Zay out my arms

Me: "Wassup" I said closin' the door behind me "It looks good in here, you did your thing"

Jazmine: "Thank you. You know I got good taste" She said smiling at me

Me: "Can I get a tour?" I asked putting Zay's bag on the floor next to the couch

Jazmine: "Oh yeah follow me" She said walking to the guess bedroom

After she showed me around we sat down in the living room.

Jazmine: "So how did everything go at Langston and Tania's?"

Me: "Oh it was cool. They're havin' another baby"

Jazmine: "Oh wow really?"

Me: "Yeaah" i said nodding my head

Jazmine: "Oh i'm happy for them. I gotta call and congratulate them"

Me: "Yeah everybody is waitin' to find out what they're having. They hopin' it's a boy"

Jazmine: "They need one haha" She joked

Me: "For real but i'm happy for them. Me and DayDay was talkin and we were sayin' how they're like.. Who we look up to" I said takin' a pause so I could figure out how I wanted to say it

Jazmine: "How so?" She asked crossing her legs and facing me

Me: "Cuz they did everything right- well not all the way right but... You know what I mean"

She laughed and nodded her head

Me: "They been through every damn thing together and now they got like the perfect family. That's how I wanted us to be but I fucked that up."

Jazmine: "Yeah you did" She said noddin' her head "It's time I start thinking about what's best for me. I always made sure you were good but I need this time. For me" She said pointin' at herself

Me: "Nah, yeah I understand. We both need this time especially me so I can find myself and little shit like that so yeah"

Jazmine: "Glad we're on the same page. But I got some shit to tell you."

Me: "Wassup?"

Jazmine: "The other day Kay was helpin' me move the boxes in or whatever. And I was tellin' her about the get together and she was like 'I don't like Tania'"

I jolt my head back and laugh a little bit.

Me: "For what?"

Jazmine: "She said that Nia looks like she plottin' on Langston. And i'm like nigga bye you just mad that you didn't get to him first and now he married so you ain't got a chance"

Me: "Oh she still got that little crush on Langston?"

She shook nodded her head and Zay walked over. Jazz picked her up and she laid her head on her shoulder.

Me: "So wassup wit' the make-up gigs?"

Jazmine: "I actually have a client coming tomorrow. She's paying two hundred so i'm pretty excited"

Me: "How have you been advertising?"

Jazmine: "All my social media"

Me: "That's wassup. You know if you need my help I gotchu"

Jazmine: "Oh yeah most definitely. Thank you"

Me: "No problem. But let me get outta here" I said standing up

She stood up as well and gave me a hug. I said my goodbyes and left.

I'm real happy me and Jazz have the relationship that we have. It'll be good for Zay because even though we're not together we still have a good bond and Zay will never be able to say she doesn't have both her parents in her life.

~Tydajah

So right now me DaShawn and Dj are downstairs watching tv just chillin'. Day is rubbing my stomach for me because I don't really feel good right now like my stomach hurts a little bit and I feel nauseous.

DaShawn: "Do you feel a little better?"

Right when he asked that I felt like I was about to throw up.

Me: "No"

I moved his hand and got up. I walked to the bathroom and sure enough I threw up. It couldn't have been anything I ate because judging by how it looks. I didn't throw up any food. Matter of fact I know exactly what it is.

DaShawn: "You okay?" He asked walkin' in the bathroom.

I rinsed my mouth out with water and dried my mouth off as he rubbed my back.

I shrugged my shoulders while turning towards him.

Me: "DaShawn I think i'm pregnant"

We both just stood there looking at each other.

Although I know my body and know when something is changing. I truly hope i'm wrong and i'm just coming down with the flu or something. I have already expressed that I don't wanna have another kid.

OH MY GOD!

I mean don't get me wrong if I am pregnant then i'm not gonna abort it or no crazy shit like that. I just really don't want anymore kids.

Welp! Guess we'll find out. Huh?

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I been plottin' bruuh! Don't sleep on me😋

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