Love vs Grind (Langston Higgins love story)

Chapter 43

~Devon

Man pissed off ain't the word to express how i'm feeling right now. Like I just found out my dad is a rapist; hell I wouldn't blame Maliyah's dad for feeling the way he feels. And because of what my dad did, now Maliyah doesn't want anything to do with me. This is fucked up man!

But, after I left their house I went straight home to talk to my dad about the shit I just found out. 

Me: "So that's what we do?!" I ask slamming the door behind me

My dad jumped up with this confused look on his face

Nick: "Aye! Don't come in here slammin' my door, screamin' and hollerin' and shit."

Me: "Nah! Fuck that you raped her mom?!"

Nick: "Yep" He said in a nonchalant tone while looking at the tv

Me: "You know what I lost all respect for you; hell I did a long time ago when you put your hands on mom, but this right here is it man. You raped my girls mom! And now thanks to you she don't even wanna be with me anymore!"

Nick: "Find somebody else, she had a big head anyway"

Me: "And you don't even give a fuck that your actions are affecting me now! You know what i'm done talkin' to you about this bullshit, i'm movin out." I said walking up the stairs

Nick: "I don't know where you gon' go?" He said getting up from the couch

Me: "Don't trip" I said continuing my mission up the stairs

Nick: "Nah fuck that you not goin' no where!" He yelled after me

I continued walking to my room as he followed behind me

Me: "Why should I stay?! Huh?!"

Nick: "Come on man lets go talk about this in my room." He said reaching for my arm

Me: "Nah fuck that!" I yelled snatching my arm away from him

We stood there for a while having a stare off before he walked off. I walked to my closet to pull out my suitcase. As I was sitting it on my bed I could hear his footsteps but soon I couldn't hear them anymore. I pulled clothes out of my dresser and put them on my bed to fold and put in my suitcase. 

As I was putting clothes in my suitcase I could hear a clicking noise by my ear.

Nick: "Get on your knees"

I side eyed him and shook my head

Me: "I'm not a little boy anymore, NICK. So if you gon'e shoot me then shoot me, because i'd much rather be dead then to allow you to continue molesting me. I'd rather be dead then to know that the girl I love doesn't want anything to do with me because my "Father" raped her mother. So go head, do what you gone do." 

We both stood there staring at each other. After a while he lowered the gun with a tear coming down his face. He put his head down and walked out my room.

As a child my da- well Nick would always touch me in ways that was uncomfortable for me as well as making me touch him or.... Other things. The reason my mom left him was because they got in this huge argument and he beat her so bad she was in the hospital with a major head injury and soon went into a coma. She was in a coma for almost two years, and once she was out and got better she ended things with my dad. She tried getting full custody of me but due to her condition and the fact that she has seizures I had to stay with Nick.

After my mom left the molestation got worse. I knew it was wrong and that it shouldn't have been happening, but every time I said no or threatened to call the cops he would pull a gun out on me.