Love vs Grind (Langston Higgins love story)

Chapter 6

~Jazmine

Swear Julian gets on my nerves like the fact that he didn't even put up a fight let's me know where our relationship stands. I don't know what the problem is, like. He's never acted like this before so I don't know.

Right now I'm at my sister's house with Zayloni so I can vent.

Kayla: "Ouu how is aunties baby?" She asked Zay pickin her up

Zayloni just played in Kay's hair

Me: "Now she wanna be shy" I joked pokin her sides makin her laugh and squirm around.

Kay put her down and gave me a hug

Kayla: "How are you?" She asked closin the door

I sighed and turned towards her

Me: "Girl a lot"

Kayla: "Well lets go to the kitchen and get some snacks and drinks and we'll talk all about it"

We both walked to the kitchen while Zay walked to the livin room playin wit stuff as usual

Me: "Hey" I  said snappin my fingers at her

She snapped her head at me wit a smile on her face.

Me: "Stop touchin stuff if you gon watch t.v. then do just that"

Kayla: "Nah she good. You want somethin to eat Zay?" She asked walkin to the livin room

Zay nodded her head while Kayla changed the channel to Nickelodeon.

Me: "What's been goin in with you lately?" I asked sittin on the barstool

Kayla: "Girl nothin i'm tired of workin at fuckin applebees but these makeup gigs is slow" She said takin out some Doritos and a gatorade

She walked back to the living room opening the chips and the bottle for Zay.

I grabbed a napkin because I know how much she likes to wipe her hands on her clothes.

Me: "Alright Zay don't make a mess and wipe your hands okay"

She nodded her head and me and Kayla walked back to the kitchen. Kay took out some white wine and asked me if I wanted some.

Me: "Nah i'm driving. Just give me a water bottle"

She nodded and poured her some wine then gave me a cold water bottle

Kayla: "So wassup you look stressed" She asked sittin next to me

Me: "Julian been workin a lot lately"

Kayla: "What's wrong wit that?" She asked takin a sip of her wine

Me: "Kay we have a daughter together. Him working twenty-four-seven makes him miss out on Zayloni's life. I miss him all the time and she's a daddy's girl so I know for a fact she misses him"

Kayla: "Any other reasons?" She asked smirkin

Me: "Bitch we haven't fucked in I don't know how long I feel like i'm havin a dry spell" I said squirming in my seat

We both started laughing

Kayla: "You ever thought about poppin up on him at the studio?"

I thought about it and shook my head

Kayla: "So before I give you any advice what did you do?"

Me: "I told him we should take a break so he could focus on music and so I can build my brand. You know his ass like to talk out his ass so the first time I told him I wanted him around more he was like 'you wasn't complainin when I was buyin you all that stuff'" I said trying to mock his voice

Kayla: "Awe damn" She said laughing

Me: "And when I left he didn't even fight"

Kayla: *laughing* "Look you can't just depend on him to clear his schedule. You gotta make shit work too"

I looked down at my water bottle and played with the top.

Kayla: "You chose to be in this relationship Jazz you already knew what would happen. Now you just actin brand new"

I looked back up at her because she is right.

Kayla: "You gotta make it work on both ends meaning if you in the mood pop up at the studio and get what you need. I'm tellin you right now if he not gettin it from you he gettin from somebody else"

Me: "You right I never thought about that"

Kayla: "Now do you really wanna take a break?"

Me: "No-"

Zayloni: "Mommy!"

I got up and walked to the living room and saw that she spilled her chips, but it wasn't that bad just a few.

Me: "I told you to be careful" I said picking up the chips "Is there anymore in the bag?"

Zayloni: "Yeah" She said nodding her head

Me: "Okay well eat the rest kay"

Zayloni: "Mhm"

I kissed her forehead and walked back to the kitchen.

Me: "Like I was saying no I don't it's just hard. He used to be around all the time and now he isn't"

Kayla: "So this is what you do talk to him and ask him what he has planned for today. Wherever he gon be dress sexy and go there."

Me: "You sure that's gon work?"

Kayla: "Girl yes. I did it"

Me: "Hey I don't wanna know that" I laughed "But question you think me and Zay can stay here? We stayed at moms last night but mom like to be all in my mix and i'm not ready to tell her what happened.

Kayla: "Yeah I don't mind. Stay as long as you need to"

*Later on that night*

So I just pulled up to the studio. I got Kayla to watch Zay for the night while I do this.

I have on a black lace bra and panty set with a little skirt over it, high socks to match and some black red bottom stilettos. And to top it all off I have on a tan trench coat to cover myself up. My hair is straight and my makeup is more on the natural side.

I got on the elevator pressin the button for the second floor. While I was on the elevator I reapplied my lip gloss.

Once the elevator stopped and the doors opened I walked to the room his studio session would be in. The closer I got the louder the music got.

I opened the door and nothin but anger and hurt filled my body.

Julian was sittin in his chair wit a white bitch on her knees in front of him givin him head. Julian ass looked like he was enjoyin it too.

I decided to close the door and stand there. And wait for him to notice that I was there.

I got comfortable on the table by the door and crossed my arms. The more I watched the more pissed I got and was ready to beat both of they asses.

Julian finally looked up and opened his eyes. He saw me and looked down but soon did a double take lookin up at me.

Julian: "Awe damn" He said calmly

He sat up and put his hand on top of the girls head and on god he let her finish!! This nigga really tryin my life right now.

She finished and stood up wipin her mouth. He handed her some money and she slipped it in her bra. She turned around and started walkin towards the door. When she saw me she smirked and opened the door.

Before she could get out I grabbed a hand full of her hair and slammed her head into the doorway and pushed her out slammin the door.

Me: "Ugly Bitch" I said calmly while my trench coat out.

This nigga really bout to get fucked up because i'm definitely not the one.