Love vs Grind (Langston Higgins love story)

Chapter 34

~Tania

Man look, i'm tired. 

All these bitches are pressed as fuck, everybody got a story, every bitch he done fucked is all of a sudden pregnant, or has a kid by him. I'm fuckin' tired of this shit and a HUGE part of me is feeling defeated. 

Like i'm at a point where, me and Langston have been together for seventeen years and that's not counting our break ups. And over the years Langston has fucked up, but everything changed once we got married.

I love this man to death, i've literally said that a thousand times and i'll continue to say it. But it's like no matter how many times I say it something always comes up.

So today me and Ty are going to the mall for some retail therapy and so we can catch up some recent events.

Tydajah: "Oh this is cute." She said holding up a red pant suit

I nodded my head and continued looking at some other stuff.

Me: "So how are my niece and nephew?"

Tydajah: "Good. Well Dajah is good you know she's maintaining a 4.0 GPA, and she has been studying for her SAT and ACT."

Me: "Oh okay, that's great. Does she know what college she wants to go to?"

Tydajah: "She said UCLA, UC Berkeley or Howard University."

Me: "Oh she got a historic black college on the list, that's always a good option. You get to learn more about your history."

Tydajah: "Yeah so that's what she's been doing, and Dj is being a ladies man as usual."

Me: "Oh my damn." I chuckled

Tydajah: "Yeah the other day this little girls mother gone come to the house talkin' about, 'keep your pissy ass son away from my daughter'."

My jaw dropped and I started laughing

Tydajah: "I almost knocked this bitches head off her shoulders."

Me: "Wait so why she pop up like that?"

Tydajah: "Apparently, she found out that her daughter and Dj have been having sex, and I guess she doesn't like Dj so yeah." She said while rolling her eyes

Me: "So what did you do?" I said once I calmed down

She turned around and started going through the rack of clothes.

Tydajah: "I said 'keep your fast ass daughter away from my son' and slammed the door in her face."

I laughed more and shook my head

Me: "I can't believe Dj is having sex. Shit I don't know how you can deal with it, if I found out Junior was having sex I would beat his ass."

We walked out the store to go to forever 21

Tydajah: "Girl you don't know the half, this boy be tryin' to tell me all his little stories."

Me: "You lyin'!" I said

Tydajah: "Dead ass yo'. Like the other morning while I was cooking he walks in the kitchen and goes, 'Yo mom I met this little baddie last night and we was choppin' it up all throughout the party and when I was about to leave she topped me in the bathroom'."

I busted out laughing. I was laughing pretty hard.

Me: "Hell no. I wish Junior would do some shit like that."

Tydajah: "I don't know what i'ma do with him, he is a trip."

Things got quiet as we walked into forever 21

Tydajah: "So what's up with you?"

Me: "Bitch, a lot."

Tydajah: "Talk to me." She said going through the clothing rack

Me: "Well first off, YahYah likes this boy and she wants to bring him over for dinner so we can meet him."

Tydajah: "I can come too right?"

Me: "Yeah girl I don't care."

Tydajah: "Good cause I wanna meet this boy."

I chuckled a little and continued

Me: "Junior has been trying to get Langston to teach him how to drive, and you know how Miyah got accepted to SDSU so we're preparing for that and prom is coming up. The twins are doing good in school and they won the championship game."

Tydajah: "Aye that's what's up i'm mad I missed their basketball game. I'm happy they won though."

Me: "Yeah so they're suppose to have a banquet coming up."

Tydajah: "That's good. What's up with you and Langston?"

Me: "Man I don't even know." I said pulling out some cute black jeans

Tydajah: "What happened?"

Me: "You remember bebe?" I ask

She nods her head yes

Me: "Well the bitch popped up at the house the other asking for me."

Tydajah: "Fuck she askin' for you for?" She asked looking at me confused

Me: "I'm getting there. So I go to the door and i'm like what do you want? This bitch gon' say, 'to serve my baby's father tell him his daughter wants to meet him'." I said doing air quotes

Tydajah: "Bitch shut the fuck up." She said with her fist by her mouth

I nodded my head and walked to the line so I can pay for the black jeans

Me: "Then she gon' hand me some child support papers." I whisper

Tydajah: "It has to be a lie, unless the bitch really thought she was getting somewhere by doing that. It has to be a lie, has she ever told Langston?"

Me: "He said he hasn't had any contact with her since there last encounter. And I believe him because I have access to all his accounts."

Tydajah: "The bitch is lying."

It was my turn to pay, I walked up to the counter and laid the jeans on there.

Store Clerk: "Did you find everything okay?"

Me: "Yes."

She rang it up, took the security tag off and put them in a bag, I paid for everything and Ty paid for her stuff. We walked out the store and towards the food court.

Me: "I don't know Ty, i'm tired of dealing with bitches poppin' up wit' kids claimin' they're his. Hell i'm tired of the bitches period."

Tydajah: "Listen, You chose to put up with it when you married him. You knew what came with the title of being Langston Higgins from the rangers wife. All this is, is a test from God, he's testing your strength, and it's up to you to overcome it or let it defeat you."

Me: "You're right. It's just hard to hear yet again another female say they have his child."

Tydajah: "We don't know if that's his kid, or even if there is a child. All you need to do as his wife is stick by his side, the same way you did when MiyMiy was taken from him."

Me: "You right Ty, thanks. I really appreciate you for being here for me."

Tydajah: "Of course that's what i'm here for."

We got to the food court, got some food, sat down and started eating. Ty is right I chose to put up with all of this when I said "I do" so I can't give up on him let alone our marriage.

We'll see what happens, whatever happens i'm going to try to make the best of it and stand by my husbands side through it all.