Love vs Grind (Langston Higgins love story)

Chapter 3

~Jazmine

Julian: "Alright Jazz i'm out" He said kissin my forehead

Me: "Where you goin?" I asked becomin irritated

Julian: "I gotta meetin with my manager" 

Me: "What? You told me we was gon have family day today, bein that you're never here"

Julian: "We can do it tomorrow" He said shruggin his shoulders

This man is two seconds away from gettin slapped

Me: "Fuck you mean 'we can do it tomorrow'?" I asked gettin up off the couch

Julian: "What I just said" He said grabbin his keys off the table

Me: "Julian you can't just keep promisin me shit and cancelin on not only me but your daughter" I said gettin frustrated

So for the past year and some change Julian has been puttin in a lot of work you know workin on new music, makin appearances and doin photoshoots and that i'm proud of I want him to work hard on the things he loves to do. But its been affecting his time with Zay she's constantly askin about him and all I can say is "He's working he'll be back soon".. He stay tellin me shit gon change and he gon spend more time with us but cancels because "Something came up"

Julian: *Sighs* "What you want me to do huh? Cancel the meeting?"

Me: "I want you to be here!" I yelled now pissed the fuck off

Julian: "Man i'm not trynna hear this shit right now" He said walkin to the door

I sat back down and looked at the tv 

Julian: "I mean what? I should just stop workin?" He asked now standin in front of me

Me: *Sighs* "You don't get it Julian. Go on head and go to your meeting"

Julian: "Nah help me understand. Cuz i'm the only one wit a income and you complainin about me bringin money home. You don't be complainin when I buy all that nice ass jewlery and them clothes you got on" He said raisin his voice

Zayloni walked in the living room rubbin her eyes

Me: "Zay baby go back to your room" I spoke calmly pointin to her room

Zayloni: "Daddy"

Julian: "Go to your room"

She stood there for a while then walked back to her room. I stood up and walked over to Julian

Me: "You really bout to throw dat shit in my face? I been sittin here tellin you ima start workin again and what do you say?" I said lookin him in his eyes "'You don't need to work baby I gotchu'.. Exactly so don't fuckin sit here and say you the only person wit a steady income."

The fact that, that came out his mouth pissed me off.

Me: "My reason for sayin you should stop scheduling everything back to back is because your daughter. Zayloni is always cryin for you, askin about and you never here to say somethin. Do you want her to grow up thinkin you ain't shit cuz you was always at work?"

He did that stupid shit guys do where they look down and around then back at you.

Me: "Exactly and every time you say you gon do somethin you cancel. How you think that makes her feel? Let alone me I miss you everyday. But it's cool go head and go to your meetin you gon learn" 

I walked back to the couch grabbin the remote I turned off the tv. I grabbed my phone and walked to our room soon hearing the front door open and close. 

It's like ever since we had Zay our relationship been goin down hill and i'm tryin to hang on and try to make it work for Zay but I can only take so much.

~Julian

Maan shit been so fuckin crazy lately. Like I know I ain't been around and I know I need to be, but i'm just trynna make sure my family is straight and we don't have to fin for nothin. I don't need my daughter growin up feelin like ima ain't shit ass nigga cuz i'm not.

I can say I ain't been treatin Jazz good either like I just ain't been payin her no mind lately and I gotta change that. I just hope it ain't too late.

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Soooo I kinda sorta fucked up lmao!! I can't do nothin right lmao! 

So the book starts in August and Amiyah's birthday is September 15th so she's not four yet. SHE'S THREE!!!

And the twins birthday is August 19th soo they're still TWO YEARS OLD 

NOOOOTTTT!!!

THREE!!!

And Zayloni is TWO lol my bad I was wanted to make it stick.

Okay ima try not to fuck up no more... No promises tho