I'm a Dixon. ( Carl grimes fan fic)

Chapter 44. Hell on earth

Lexi's POV
"Wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life"- I don't wanna live forever, ZAYN & Taylor Swift
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It's been about a day since Carl left. I pray that he's not dead. Hope is all I have but it's worth nothing anymore. Ricks still not back so I haven't told anyone. Mary is the only one who check up on me and is was kind enough to watch Andi for a few hours today. That woman is a literal blessing. Michonne is also nowhere to be seen but she's probably off scavenging or hunting.

I heard a truck come in the gate and looked outside. Negan. I ran out of the house and saw Carl get out of the van. Anger spread across my face as they went into Olivia's house. I walked up to the door and Olivia was crying. And he basically asked her if she wanted to have sex. He's such a creep. Olivia smacked him and my heart started racing.

"Olivia why don't you be a doll and make us some of that good lemonade. Take your time and make it good. " he said and looked over at me.

"Alright guys. Take me on the grand tour. " he said and we headed out.

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"How about this one?" He asked and pointed to Judith's room. Carl sighed and opens the door.

"Oh my. Look at this little angel." He said and picked her up and my blood boiled. But if that was Andi, I'd go freaking crazy on this prick. I saw Carl tense up and I laced my fingers with his. Even tho he's stupid I still love his crazy ass.

We walked out to the porch and saw sitting in some chairs while he rocked Judith.

"I love it here. I might just have to stay here. " Negan said. Oh hell no. He started talking to Judith and I aw Mary come out of her house with Andi. She saw me and I shook my head and she went back inside.

***

New Negan was shaving. Whatever kills time until Rick comes back.

"Anyone hungry?" He asked and I actually nodded.

We started making spaghetti and I was starving. I don't care if a murderous was making the food, k was still gonna eat it.

We all sat down at the table and ate. It's was delicious. Olivia came and poured us some lemonade and walked away.

"So how long have you and Carl been dating.?" He asks sour of nowhere. I glanced at Carl who was in the kitchen and coughed.

"Maybe a year or two. " I said and he raised his eyebrows then nodded. Carl sat down and Negan sighed.

"Carl, pass the roles. Please " Negan said and Carl kinda rolled his eyes and did as told.

After we were done eating I stepped outside for some fresh air. Eugene, rosita and Spencer was back. But No Rick yet. I saw beyond stressed. I need some nerve medicine but they took everything we had and I don't even know if we had anything for nerves.

I wish Daryl was here. He look pitiful last time they were here. I put my hand to my forehead and let out a silent sob. I was taught to be strong and not to cry but it all just came out at once I couldn't hold it back anymore. I took a deep breath and took my shirt and wiped my face. I've cried so much in the last two days and that's not me.

I looked over at Rosita and Spencer talking. And I actually saw them smile.

Spencer's walked over here and introduced himself to Negan. I personally never liked Spencer. He always seemed off and he wanted to be the leader, not Rick.

I walked up the stairs and sat at the top. I had a feeling someone was going to die. Someone always does. I heard the gates screech open and looked out a window. Ricks back. I ran down the stairs and saw Carl.

"Your dads back." I said and he sighed and nodded. Negan and Spencer was still sitting in the porch talking. I hated that. That's when they got up. They pulled a pool table out into the ground and started playing. Like everything is just a joke. Everyone walked outside and was just standing there watching them play. Me and Carl walked out on the porch and listened. Spencer kept talking shit on Rick. He's gonna get himself killed, either by one of us or Negan. Olivia walked and stood with us and I rubbed the sweat off my forehead. I rolled my sleeves up and listened to them talk.

"So I should put you in charge, that's what your saying?" Negan said and Spencer nodded. Bitch. Negan was talking about how Rick is out there getting stuff done while Spencer is just here doing nothing.

All of a sudden Negan stuck a knife in Spencer's stomach and sliced it open. I covered my mouth and he fell for the ground. I leaned into Carl and he wrapped an arm around me.

"Someone get up here and clean this mess up" he said. No one moved. That's when Rosita pulled a gun out and pulled the trigger. Ah hell.

But she didn't hit Negan. She hit Lucille.

"Shit! What the shit!" Negan yelled and Rosita was pushed to the ground.

He picked up the bullet and figured out that Eugene made it. Yeah I knew, but it wasn't my business to tell.

"Arrot kill somebody." He said and she turned around and shot Olivia. I let out a scream and rick ran up.

"We had an agreement!" He said and Negan had a smile plastered in his disgusting face.

"Your kid. He hid in the back of one of my trucks and machine gunned a bunch of my people. I brought him home and even fed him spaghetti. One wanted me to kill you and her. She hurt my baby. So arrot had to kill someone. " Negan said.

Eugene started crying and confessed that he made the bullet.

"Shut up. I believe you." He said and walked away for a minute and started talking to Lucille.

"Rick I'm gonna relieve you of your bullet maker. And all the supplies you brought me, isn't enough after today. " Negan said and dragged Eugene away followed my rositas cried. We heard growls and walker Spencer leaned up. Rick yelled and stabbed him.

***

"Load up! We're going to the hilltop." Rick said. Mary nodded at me and I kissed Andi's head.

"Thank you." I whispered than walked to the rv and got on.

When we pulled up to the gates of his hilltop they let us in. I saw Maggie and ran and hugged her.

"Your okay." I said and she nodded. That's when Daryl walked out of a house. I looked at him and that's when the tears came.

"Lexi." He said and I ran and hugged him. I cried and he was too. The only family I have left is back with me.

He pulled away and walked up to Rick and hugged him. Daryl handed Rick his revolver.

That's when I knew. We're gonna fight.

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