I'm a Dixon. ( Carl grimes fan fic)

Chapter 15. Ignored

Lexi's POV

  After we all escaped from terminus, we all just kept walking. Even while it's snowing.

  I looked up at Rick and he was holding Judith. There was a blanket over her and I smiled. She's alive. That's all the matters to them, and Daryl's alive. That's all the matters to me.

  Carls still ignoring me but at this point, I don't care. I have more things to worry about. Like keeping everyone alive, keeping myself alive. I do t have time to worry about is he still loves me or cares about me.

  I was knocked out if my thoughts. When I felt a hand in mine. I looked over and Beth was smiling at me.

"You okay?" She asked. I looked down and she let go of my hand and brought me into a hug. I wasn't about to cry so I lightly hugged back and we continued walking. I walked up beside Daryl and he smiled at me and wrapped his arm around my shoulders.

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  Later we started walking through the woods and we heard a scream. I held my gun tight in hand and followed Rick, running towards the sound.

  When we got closer there was a man on top of a rock with a walker trying to get him. Rick went up and killed it and the man jumped down and puked. I cringed and Daryl wrapped his arm around me.

A few minutes later we figured out his name was Gabriel and he was a priest. He has a church that he stays in and he's taking us to it. Carl was a few feet in front of me , not even paying any attention to me what so ever.

We made it to the church and walked inside. It was pretty big and I smiled to myself. Gabriel said we could stay for as long as we needed and I sat my stuff down on a bench. I sat down and leaned my head back, closing my eyes. I felt the bench creak and looked up. I saw Daryl and he looked serious. I turned to face him and he grabbed my hand.

" lex, I never told you about Merle." He said and paused. I nodded for him to keep going and he sighed.

" he had to cut off his hand to get out of the cuffs that Rick put on him. He was working for the governor and did a lot of horrible things. I-i... I found him dead one day, eating someone. He was a walker." He said and tears slid down my face. I hugged him as he hugged me back. I know that Merle abused me but he was still my brother. My blood. Some of the only family I had left.

  I told Daryl I want to go to sleep and he left. I laid down in a pillow that was on the bench and sobbed quietly into it. I felt a pair of arms touch my waist and I sat up. Carl smiled lightly me and I cried even harder and laid in his arms with my head in is chest.

"I love you." He said and kissed my head.

"I love you too Carl, so much." I said and let sleep take over me.