I'm a Dixon. ( Carl grimes fan fic)

Chapter 43. Good luck

Lexi's POV

Carl was playing with a dartboard while I was playing with Andi.

"Is this how we have to live now!?" Carl asked while missing the board again and hitting the wall.

"Yes-"

"Well I guess I'll see you in a few days. " Carl said and Rick left.

Carl sighed and looked it the window. He ran out the door and I stood up. I walked over to the window and saw Enid walking up to the wall. I sighed. I don't have a problem with Enid anymore honestly. I just hope Carl knows what he's doing.

A few minutes later he walked back inside and up to our room.

"What's Enid doing?" I asked while sitting back down with Andi.

"She's going to see Maggie. " he said and grabbed a bag. He started packing some stuff. I stood back up and looked at him.

"Where do you think your going?" I asked and he looked at me.

"I can't risk loosing people anymore. I'm just going to bring her back " he said and started to walk away. He stopped and came back to kiss me. I looked down and back up.

"I'll kiss you when your here. Protecting your family and not after some girl who obviously doesn't want to be here. " I yelled and sat back down.  He sighed and walked to the door.

"I love you. " he said before walking out.  I sighed and held my head in my hands. Andi started smacking at my leg and I sniffed and rubbed my eyes.

"Your dads an idiot. " I said and she giggled. I want to go after him. God I want to. But I have left Andi so much and I can't do that again. She needs her parents and if carls not going to be here than I am.

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He's been gone for hours and I'm going out of my freaking mind. Ricks not here to help and I can't leave. I am beyond pissed.

I got up and grabbed some clean clothes. I looked back at Andi who was sleeping still and walking into the bathroom.  I left the bedroom door open and the bathroom door so I could hear if she wakes. I turned on the water and stripped from clothes and got in. The showers the only place people can't tell between tears and water. That's why I like it so much. I washed my hair and body but stayed in for a little longer. Everything that is happening is making the anxiety I had buried deep down, rise up again. The only family I have is basically a prisoner, we lost two of the best friends and group members we have ever had and my boyfriend has completely lost his mind. I don't know how to handle this.

I shut off the water and dried off. I put on some jeans and a black long sleeve shirt. I brushed my hair and it was already almost dry and wavy. (Lexi at the top 😍)

I walked back into the room and she was still sleeping. I smiled and walked downstairs. I went into the kitchen and opens a cabinet. Nothing. I sighed and walked back upstairs.

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This ch sucks. Sorry it was bad but I just needed to write this chapter so I you know Carl left.

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