I'm a Dixon. ( Carl grimes fan fic)

Chapter 48

Lexi's POV

I woke with one thought in my head. Today may be the day I die. But I don't want to think about that. I want to think we will win the fight against the saviors but other thoughts make me think not. They have the ammunition, the resources, the people. But so do we. But do we have enough?

I kicked my foot ever my bed and looked behind me at my sleeping Carl. I smiled and brushed his bangs out of his face. His eyes fluttered open and he smiled.

"Today's the day." I said and his smile turned downward into a frown. I can tell by the look on his face we wants to tell me everything will be okay, but he knows he'll be lying.

He sighs then sits up. He looked over at me and puts his hand in my cheek. He goes to kiss me but then you hear giggling. I smiled and look ever at our baby. She bitting her hand and laughing. Carl gets up before I do and picks her up. She plays with his cheeks and he smiles. I get up and stand next to them.

"Mmmm" Andi mumbles. Is she too young to start talking? I don't think so but we didn't have a parenting class in school, well the world didn't last that long.

She didn't say anything else and I frowned. Maybe another day.

"Want me to take her to Mary while you get ready?" Carl asked. I nodded and he pecked my cheek. The same fuzzy feeling since I've been feeling since I've meet him rose up in my chest and I smiled. He shut the door behind him and I stripped from the clothes I had fell asleep in. They were filled with sand and blood from the previous day. I wrapped a towel around me and grabbed a pair of clothes. I walked out of the room and turned left into the bathroom.

I turned on the water and waited till it got warm to get in. I quickly washed my hair and body then just stood there. What if we all die. Or get captured and have to work for Negan at his place. Or worse could happen. But what's worse then that?

I get out and change into the black shirt and skinny jeans I brought in here. I double braided my hair and brushed my teeth. I went back into the room and put my boots on. Putting a hand gun and my knife on my waist, then I walked out. I walked down the stairs and grabbed an apple. I ate it quickly then walked outside. Carl's talking to Rick so I decided to leave them be. All of a sudden you hear truck engines. The gate opens and about three dump trucks pull in. It's the dumpster people. I call them the dumpster people because I don't bother to remember their names. I don't think we can trust them. But I trust Rick.

They all get out of the trucks and I just stand there, arms folded then Carl joins my side. Rosita comes inside the gates and nods at Rick. She was setting up a bomb. She gives me a small smile but behind that she looks as if she wants to cry. I don't know weather to hug her or smile back so I just look down at my feet. People started to gather around as my brother lets out a loud whistle.

"The saviors will be here anytime now. Get in the positions we talked about and stick with the plan. " Rick announced. Daryl walked up to me with a sad expression. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into his chest. I wanted to let out a sob but can here Merle scolding me in my head. I stifled a chuckled as he looked at me.

"Stay close. If anything happens find me and don't get shot. I love you. " he said and I nodded.

"I love you too. " I said and he walked away. Rick handed me a machine gun. The feeling of cold metal made my heart race and I was flashed into reality. I'm going to have to kill today. It either them or me. That though stayed in my head as I followed Carl to the ladders that were leaning up against the watch places on the wall. I climbed in the one next to his and he gave me a nod.

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I looked up at the rode as you see the saviors making their way. They stop. Because we made a trap with cars. We need all the time we can get. They get out and move them out of frustration and you see Eugene get out of the truck and stand on the bath of it.

"We want to speak to Negan!" Rick shouts.

"I am Negan" traitor. That's all he is. I have him a look of disgust. I actually wanted to kill him. But that would lead to war. Then Negan walked out. Him and Rick were talking. I didn't pay much attention until I heard Sasha's name.

"She's perfectly fine. Packed up in this here coffin." He said and they unhooked the coffin from the tuck and stood it up. They opened it and walker Sasha fell out of it and into Negan. The first gun shot went off and I just stood there in shock. I head Cale yell my name and I loud battle cry came out of my mouth. I shot. I Jos one of his men in the shoulder and he fell to the ground. Then that's when it happened. The dumpster people started to fight with the saviors. I knew we shouldn't of trusted them.

I climbed down from the ladder and Carl ran up to me with his gun up.

"Put it down." I heard and looked at Rick. He dropped his gun and so did everyone else. Is that it? We're just going to surrender. I let out a sigh as Negan rushed everyone to the grass and we all got on our knees.

"Just for thy Rick, I'm going to kill your son." As the words left his mouth tears ran down my face. He flicked Carl's hat off his head and swung. A loud roar erupted, making everyone's he'd turn. Shiva jumped onto one the saviors and killed him. All hell broke lose, again. I grabbed my gun and a woman slapped it out of my hand. She tackled me to the ground and punched my in the gut. I let out a groan as I turn to get up. I kicked her in the side and punched her making her nose bleed. I got my knife fans ran towards her. I was done with this bullshit. I swung the knife and it cut her arm. She let out a cry and I kicked her to the ground. Before I could slam the knife into her head a gun shot whet off and a bullet went thrower head. I looked up at Carl and he nodded.

"I could've handled it!" I yelled. I wanted my revenge. I have never wanted to kill so bad in my life until now. He didn't reply. Just kept shooting at fleeing people.

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Everyone left. But we all know this isn't over yet.

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Omg so ik this is kinda mixed up with all the shooting but I didn't feel like cutting it all out. Lol but I will update I'm season 8! I love you all and thank you sm for 100k. It means the world to me and I hope you all wait and continue reading my book. I love you guys sm and please VOTE AND COMMENT

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