OCTOBER 14, 2016
To Josh:
'Nasa school ka pa?'
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'yes, i'm still here'
To Josh:
'I'm going there nalang.'
Geez! I just hope Sir Ephy is not mad. He told us (SC Officers) to go to school but then I'm having dysmenorrhea that's why I wasn't able to go kanina. And now Sir Ephy chat again so I decided to go to school despite having this attack.
"Oh my God! Oh my God! Whoo!" I keep on whispering to myself while on my way to school. I'm going to see him and there's no one with me right now where i can hide if ever he come near me.
The driver keeps on looking at me. Maybe he's wondering why I am so nervous! Or maybe because he's thinking that I'm crazy because I'm talking to myself? Geez!
The moment my feet landed on the land, it started to tremble.
"Geez Maggie! What the hell is happening to you. Just be calm."
Wala ng masiyadong tao, hapon na rin kasi at malamang ay nagsiuwian na ang mga estudyante.
I hug myself tightly when the cold wind embrace my wholeness.
'Cold! But I'm sweating.'
Bahagya akong napatigil sa pag-akyat ng makasalubong ko si Sir Ephy.
'Oh God! I hope he's not mad.'
"S-sir,"
He smiled at me.
"What will I do Sir?"
"Oh, no need na. Tapos na,"
"Sorry Sir if I came here late,"
"Okay lang. Pasok ka na. Nasa loob si Josh." he tease me
"Sir naman."
He put his hand over my shoulder.
"Sige na,"
As I've said the door of Sir Ephy's office is made of glass that's why the moment I enter I already saw them, I saw him with his eyes directly staring at me.
'Should I go inside or just turn my back and run away from them?'
'Geez! what am I thinking? I'm not a coward.'
I push the door to open. He's not alone because he is with Aivan and Elisha, our co-officers.
I took the seat beside Aivan.
'Dapat pala hindi na ako pumunta eh.'
Our position illustrated like this:
Me - Aivan - Josh - Elisha
Ma'am KM enter the room and starts to talk to Sir Ephy.
They're talking about the upcoming NYC (National Youth Convention) which will be held on January.
Well NYC is just for Senior High Students and I'm a tertiary which means I'm out of place with their topic but still I decided to just listen to them.
Laking pagpapasalamat ko na lang at panay ang tanong ni Ma'am KM sa akin tungkol sa NYC namin noon kaya hindi napanis ang laway ko sa pakikinig.
Napalingon ako noong maramdaman kong may humawak sa damit ko. Napalingon ako and I saw Josh smiling at me. Pinadaan niya sa likuran ni Aivan yung kamay niya.
