OCTOBER 09, 2016
Pagkatapos ng post-celebration ng Teacher's day ay agad din akong bumiyahe pauwi.
Gabi ng magchat kami ni Sheila at hindi ko mapigilang kabahan dahil sa mga mensahe niya. Kagaya nito:
'Twinnie, magkachat kami ni Kuya Josh'
'Bal? Alam niya na may gusto ka sa kanya'
OMG! How did he know? She even send the screenshot of their conversations.
Damn it!
May nagsabi ba sa kanya? O talagang obvious lang ako masiyado?
*facepalm*
Stupid Maggie! So stupid!
I receive another message and when I saw it was from Josh, my hands tremble, and beads of sweat started to form in my forehead.
His message was like this:
'Why did u wrong send the message to me?'
Oh yes, the message. I remember, Yesterday. That message was supposedly for Sheila and I was so stupid to tap another button which made it send to Josh number. But then, after minute or two, I realized it's all fine. It's like a clue where Josh can solve a puzzle by just using that message and the puzzle I'm talking about is my feelings for him.
I replied to his message with trembling hands.
'Nawrong send eh.'
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'Galing talaga'
Geezz..
'okay, aamin na ako'
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'it's been a long time since we last chatted'
'I miss u ate'
And with the message he send to me, I felt my heart skip a beat.
Damn, how can he change my mood in just 3 seconds?
One second I was so nervous and after a second I'm smiling like an idiot.
'Wag kang ganyan kuya, pafall ka masiyado eh.'
Kulang na lang takpan ko ang mukha ko ng unan hanggang sa maubusan ako ng hininga dahil sa kahihiyan - sobrang kahihiyan.
Narealize ko lang, there's no point in hiding my feelings. There's no point in keeping it a secret. Once and for all, I want to do this because I want myself to face everything. I mean if everything turns out well, then that's good and if not then move on! I don't want to drown myself with this issue.
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'Ay si ate, nafall. Confession?'
Matagal na!
Kuuhhh! Kung hindi ko lang gusto ang lalakeng 'to, kinutungan ko na sa sobrang asar. Tsk..tsk..tsk.
'Pafall ka kasi'
And there! I just confess my feelings for him. Atleast, there's no more baggages to bring.
We chat until 11 in the evening and I enjoyed.
OCTOBER 10, 2016
HOW will you know if a person is really is inlove with you? Or if he's even serious with you? Is it if how long he's been courting you? Is it how much effort he give? Is it how he pursue you? Is it how long you'd been together?
