I woke up late the next day. It's already 10 in the morning when i woke up. I wasn't able to sleep well last night.
When I opened my messenger, a message from him is the first thing i saw.
Him: Happy 1st monthsary Panda. I love u so much..
I can't help but to smile. All of my doubts were all gone.
It's overwhelming in my part to wake up in the morning and read a message from him like this. Nakakataba ng puso...sobra
Me: Happy 1st Monthsary too Panda. I love you.
May ngiti sa mga labing tumayo ako at sinimulan ang araw ko. Wala kaming klase ngayon kasi wala si Ma'am D.
"Nagleave si Aynn sa group," bungad ni ate Julie sa akin ng buksan ko ang pinto ng kwarto niya.
"Huh?"
"Sa SSC group chat natin, nagleave siya," may himig ng pagkadismaya ang boses niya.
"Hala? Bakit daw?"
"Di ko alam eh,"
"Lahh."
'Ano kayang problema ni Kuya Zion?'
"Magmeeting tayo Marj," maya-maya'y basag ni ate julie ng katahimikan.
"Sige.." sang-ayon ko naman.
Nag-open na rin ako ng facebook account. Anyare? Kahit si Sir Ephy saka si Vice ay nagleave group na rin. Just what the eff is happening?
@JoshMulder: Are we still going to pursue the meeting?
@JulieAnnPorlares: Yes Josh we will. Are all available at 2 in the afternoon?.
Someone said no but mostly are yes.
Just like I always do when I see Josh at the hallway, I always hide myself behind ate julie's back.
"Alam mo Marj, makikita ka rin niya kaya di mo na kailangang magtago," tatawa-tawa niyang saad.
Napanguso ako saka napilitang lumabas mula sa pagkakatago sa likod niya.
"Tara na, nasa Office sila."
Umakyat kami papuntang third floor.
The least person I expect to see right now is the first person I saw when I open the door.
He hugs me and whispered "Happy first monthsary." I tap his back and greeted him back. I just can't contain my happiness. The feeling is so overwhelming. My heart beats fast and too many butterflies winding up my stomach. Ito ba yung sinasabi nilang KILIG?
"Happy monthsary sa inyo." Ate MJ said.
I smile and look at ate Julie's direction.
She's grinning at the concern while looking at us.
"Let's go na," we went to another room with a wider space and a white board. This meeting is for the upcoming December. They are planning to have some programs.
I distanced myself from him. I mean, I sit apart from him. It's not that I don't want him near. I just don't want my body's reaction when he's near.
When Ate Julie went downstairs to buy some food, I exited too...He even asked where I'm going and I answered "Canteen."
Fortunately, the meeting goes well although officers are not complete due to school schedule.
"Hey, magdedate kayo?" Ate Julie asked me.
"Nah, we're busy."
"Anla, dapat may time kasi monthsary niyo kaya,"
"Some other time na ate," she patted my back and just like that my day ended.
