Who would have known? //5sos//L.H//

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~The Next Day~

I'm fucked.
Yeah

Somehow paparazzi caught the scene when Luke saved me and it's all over the news and social media.

Arzyalea, is on the bus losing her shit on Luke.

They're in the den and the boys and I are in the kitchen listening to the screaming.

No one opens their mouth.

"You know how I feel and I'm tired of acting!" Luke yells back , his words ringing in my head. I look up at Calum wanting him to explain.

"He hates her , and they can't break up. It's pr" he answers, as the screams start to calm down.

Luke walks out with Arzyalea.
" When we get to Pennsylvania I'm talking to Paul. This.." He says pointing at Arzyalea "won't work."
I feel like screaming with happiness.

We all just sit there the boys having small talk with the girl. She's pretty I'm not going to lie but something about her sets me on edge.

She keeps looking at me as if the boys found me on the side of the street .

The ride to Pennsylvania was long. Like really long.
The boys tried playing but they would end up messing up , so they just decided to stop.

I'm laying in my bunk , reading when Luke walks in , his hands in his pockets and his ring between his teeth.

"I wanted to say sorry about the fight"

"It's fine , it wasn't your fault. Can I be nosy?" I ask.

"If I don't date her I'm out of the band" he answers my question, just by reading my thoughts.

"Oh, well that makes more sense" he gives me a small smile and walks out towards the den , when the snake (aka Arzayle ) walks in.

Before I get to say or anything in the matter, she starts talking to me with such venom in her words it stings.

"You are a worthless piece of shit! You are ugly, stupid , slutty ,fat and Luke won't like you. He's just trying to get into your pants and then run back to me . So I'm telling you , STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM LUKE!"

"You can't tell me what to do, I'm just here as their songwriter, nothing more , nothing less" I answer back ,my hands in fists as her words bring tears to my eyes.

"Do you think I'm stupid? I see the way you look at him. I'm telling you , don't try anything, because you won't get it. Everyone hates you, the fans , the press, the boys, they all want you gone , because you are good at nothing" that's when I lose it , and tears stream down my face .

She's not wrong, I can't blame her. Everyone hates me , I'm nothing. People don't like me , because I'm nothing..

I stand up , and walk towards the bathroom, trying to get as much distance away from her. She yanks me by the arm , her nails digging in my skin.

"Let go of me!" I yell, as I see the blood poring from my arms , underneath her nails.

The door slides and she lets go of my hand. I fall on the wall , hitting my head.

She looks at Luke and starts crying.

That little bitch.

"She started calling me bad things , like slut and fat and other things."
She's hugging Luke , his arms aren't even wrapped around her . His eyes on me.

I try holding back the tears but a few escape dropping on my hand. Cal , Mike and Ash look stunned.

Ash just holds me , helping me up , taking me to the bathroom to clean my wound.

He's wrapping the gauze around my hand. Mike and Cal are standing there watching us.

"Al what happened?" Michael asks, concern on his face. I doubt he means it.

That's when I lose it.

I just breakdown completely. She was right. No one cares.

Ash pulls me into a hug , Cal holding me from one side and Mike from the other. I can see the boys looking at my scars but they don't comment about it.

"Alex , please stop crying so we can talk." Ash takes a piece of hair and puts it behind my ear.

I calm down my breathing so I can tell them what happened.

"She walked in and told me to stay away from Luke because, I'm a slut and worthless and a lot of other things and she's right" I say , my chest aching from her words.

"No , fucking , way!" Ashton lets go of me and storms off towards the den , when Calum sticks his hand out , stopping him from moving forward.

"Alex , first she is wrong . You are amazing. And second she's the slut."
I laugh to Mike's words. No one really likes her.

We finally get to Pennsylvania. I need to leave this bus.

Staying here with Arzyalea was a nightmare.

Luke hasn't come out since the fight. He must probably hooked up with her.

The idea breaks my insides. I shouldn't care.
Right?

I've been sleeping next to Luke all tour , and I guess sleeping next to him right now is out of the question, so I end up being bed buddies with Ashton.

I put my things in Ash's room.
Luke left with Arzyalea, Mashton were down in the cafeteria and Cal was busy in the lobby with a bunch of fans he met.

I change into my swimsuit and head down to the pool.

The sky looks painted, the clouds a mixture of blue and purple, the sun a yellow coin in the pink sky.

I swim for a while till I sit on side of the pool.

I stare at the sky, thoughts flooding through my head.

Okay , so now all I can think about is Luke and Shawn.

What kind of a person am I ?

Shawn is my best friend. I've liked him forever, he was there for me , but he's also the reason I lost what was left . He likes me ,well at least he says so. And I like him ,  I think. If I did, it wouldn't be a problem telling him I like him.

Would it?

Then there's Luke. I know I like him, he hasn't hurt me the way Shawn has , but I know there is no chance between us. He doesn't like me , he just pretends he does. Anyways wouldn't like a girl like me.

Why do things seem so complicated ?

I take a few more laps in the pool before going back into the room.

The boys are still out, perfect time for a shower.

"Your lipstick stain is a work of art.."
I'm singing at the top of my lungs with 5sos playing in the background.

The door burst open and I quickly wrap the curtain around me.

"What the fuck Luke!" I yell , feeling insecure that he might see me.

"Sorry. Are you listening to us? Because if you are we can give you a live performance" he jokes , opening the door a little more.

"Yes, I am listening to you. And second no I would not like a live performance while I'm in the shower. Can I shower in peace?!" I yell, getting annoyed from his closeness to my naked body. He's standing at the door who am I kidding but it still makes me anxious.

"Don't you get bored of listening to us in concert?" He asks.

"No that's my video call time"

"You traitor!" He screams as I throw a empty shampoo bottle at him . He dodges it and closes the bathroom door , leaving me alone.

These boys will drive me crazy.
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