"We're here !" I yell while closing the door behind me. Luke is carrying his and the boys' uniform and stuff.
I make my way to the t.v. room to find Mike , Calum and Ash deep into the video game and Aly and Loui sitting on the couch cuddling.
"we got you your things for this year guys." he yells from behind. Aly is the only one to look up."wait you bought the things for this school year?" i nod at her and she frowns."I wanted to go with you . I don't know whete the place is" I raise my eyebrows at her."Why do you want to know ?" she smiles and stands up from the couch , moving tiwards me.
"I'm spending my senior year with you!" it takes a minute for the information to sink in.I scream with exitment , jumping up and down. I hug Aly while jumping .Luke is taken aback at first but then he jusy lays on the door frame and laughs. The rest just drop their controlers."Oh , My , God!! You're coming to high school with me!" She laughs, the boys just enjoying the show.
After , I calm down I sit on the floor with Luke , laying my head on his shoulder." So, Loui. Are you joining in too?" He laughs, like I said something dumb." Al, I'm 23 and I'm thd only one in the band that got a full education. So no I will not be joining." I just nod. Are the boys just doing this for me?
I stand up , say bye and make my way to the door. I garb my things and head to my house.
As I get home , I get a message from Luke.Luke:
I miss you.
Look outside your windowI smile staring at the screen. I walk towards the window and see Luke standing like a little kid , waving at me and doing heart gestures.
It's amazing how cute he is.Alex:
If you missed me so much come over.He sees the message , a huge smile spreading on his face. He bolts out of sight sending his arms up in the air. I can't help but laugh.
The door rings , seconds after that. I open the door and Luke takes me in a bare hug, kicking the door shut." I missed you" I start laughing hysterically and Luke too.
"Ahkkkk, Luke why are you so cute?" He lets go of me , his hands on my shoulders." Do you think I'm cute?" He's so serious that you'd think he's telling me my cat died."Nahh!" He frowns, like puppy dog pout. "Luke , what do you care if I think you're cute? You should have enough self-confidence." He said those words to me.
I keep telling him things , he's told me. I think it takes more to in force them on yourself ,than telling people to do so."Sunshine, I do care . You are everything to me . So I do care" I look at him stoned in place. It's the first time someone says that I'm actually something to them. His eyes are searching mine , waiting for a reaction. I don't know what to say. Admitting my feelings is something I stoped doing a long time ago.
"Luke so are you excited for school?" I try to change the subject. "Alex ?" His deep eyes are turning my stomach into a knot."Yeah, like are you excited. You haven't gone to school for a long time." He raises his eyebrow, and drops his hands from my shoulder." It's been 3 years. We continued home school till we graduated." I nod , moving towards the laundry room.
I put my uniform inside the washing machine, Luke standing behind me. "Movie?" I say while putting the comforter in the cup. "Yeah".
I start the machine and walk to my bedroom, Luke following me. I sit on my bed patting the place next to me. He sits next to me. We watch a few movies , the silence between us getting worse and worse.
If I only could tell him , if only I could force myself to tell him , how much I love him..
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Who would have known? //5sos//L.H//
FanfictionTW: SLEF HARM - DEPRESSION - SUICIDE- MISCARRIAGE Alex a barely surviving her days , the only thing keeping her afloat was her favorite band 5sos. Her anchor in her pathetic life. Till one day her life flips around and she meets them. What will hap...