5 Days Later
(April 23, Sunday)
Alex's P.O.VIt's Sunday and Luke is still not going. No matter what I say or do.
I have no idea what to do , and breaking his heart seems to be the only way.
I asked Luke to sleep over , so Ashton and the boys can pack his things .
"Morning Lukey" I say , poking his dimple. He smiles, one of those lazy morning smiles , that make your heart beat a little faster. I kiss it before kissing his lips.
"Morning sunshine" he pecks my lips again, turning to face the ceiling. I climb on top of him , laying on his lap. His hands travel up my legs , resting on my hips.
"You know I love you Alex ?" He says , while trailing circles on my skin , sending shivers down my spine." I love you Lukey." His hand goes up my back, pulling me down towards him. Our lips inches apart. "I love you more" he pecks my nose , a cheeky grin on his face.
"The things you make me want to do to you." He says, mischievously. I bite my lip , and stare at his puddles of blue.
"Then why don't you?" I ask , with a smirk on my face. He takes his lip ring between his teeth, his hands traveling up my legs.
He leans in , our lips brushing against each other"Not today." He moves back, a slight chuckle escaping his lips. I scuff , and turn around, laying next to him.He stands up , and changes from his pyjama pants to his usual skinny jeans, topping it off with a black tank top.
"The boys are leaving in like 4 hours. We'll hang out with them and we'll spend the rest of the day together." He takes my face in his hands , pecking my lips softly. I savour the moment, knowing after today I won't be able to taste his lips for long.My eyes wonder around the room , remembering all the little moments that happened in this small pink room.
"Alex are you okay?" I snap out of my daze , and stare at his blue eyes. "No I'm fine." I say quickly." Sure? Because your eyes are darting all over the room , and you seem too lost in thought." I smile at how well he knows me , taking his hand." I'm okay, just have a few things on mind." I say , with a small smile. He smiles , taking my hand to his lips , and pressing a soft kiss on it.
" I love you Alex"
"I love you Lukey."~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Ashton what am I going to do?" I ask for the third time today. I told them to come to my house , so Luke doesn't see his bags.
But I have no idea, how I'm going to convince him to get on that plane."Alex I have no idea , we've been trying to convince him all week." I shake my head , covering my face with my hands.
He can't lose his job, career and dreams for me.
Not for a broken girl.."He can't lose his job" Ashton wraps an arm around my shoulder , pulling me towards him. "He must have a really good reason to stay. I get that he loves you. But losing his career for you , even though you both can do it , is crazy." I turn around to face him , with a puzzled look on my face. He's not making me feel any better.
"I mean . You've been through this before. You both really love each other, so you can keep a long distance relationship. But Luke must have his reasons for staying behind, some really important reasons." He looks at me , his eyes searching mine. He's been thinking about this for a while , they all are.
Without Luke , 5 seconds of summer wouldn't be the same . They would still be a great band , but not the same.
If I only knew what was the reason, keeping him from his entire career.
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Who would have known? //5sos//L.H//
FanfictionTW: SLEF HARM - DEPRESSION - SUICIDE- MISCARRIAGE Alex a barely surviving her days , the only thing keeping her afloat was her favorite band 5sos. Her anchor in her pathetic life. Till one day her life flips around and she meets them. What will hap...