Luke's P.O.V
(The Next Day. June 26)I wake up , to a small figure laying next to me , her body cradled to mine, her long black lashes , ghosting her red cheeks.
It takes me a few minutes to realize it's Alex , that this is real , not just another figment of my imagination.
Alex and I are together, no more crying, no more pain and most importantly no more regret.
The room is dark , as the curtains are drawn .I grab my phone checking the time , the screen displays 9:30.
Alex stirs underneath me , mumbling random words , before burying her head deeper into my chest , sending butterflies through chaos inside me.
I remove some of her hair, away from her face , putting it behind her ear. I slowly caress the soft skin of her face , remembering all the previous times , we slept in the company of one another.
The hours go on , as she lays silently next to me, her body giving me the heat I've missed for months.
Every once in a while , I'd remove her hair , from her face , or trace the figures of her eyes and lips.
I look at her , as if it's the last time , I'm ever going to see her.
She's in front of me , laying next to me , and I can't believe it.
That all the pain I felt the last few months, were all because of her , all because she didn't want to see me lose everything.
And I don't know if I should blame myself or her.
Her phone starts to ring , I try to grab it and turn it off , before she wakes , but she's faster.
She grabs the phone , answering the call , and sitting up straight, rubbing sleep of her eyes.
"Hi" she mumbles onto the phone.
"Alyssa it's.." she snaps , removing the phone from her ear to read the time , before her eyes widen."12. But I had a busy night." She says , a grin taking over her features.
"I'll talk to you later. Bye." She hangs up , and puts her phone on the night stand , before dropping next to me.
"Morning.." she murmurs onto the skin of my neck , her body pressed to mine , her hands on my back.
It takes me seconds to go back to the position we were in. My arms wrapped around her body , and her head on my neck. Just like it always should be.
"Morning sunshine." I say , kissing the top of her hair, resting my chin.
"I love you Luke.." her words take me by surprise, but a smile tugs on my lips , as I miss hearing those words.
"And I love you sunshine.."
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We asked for room service and had breakfast in bed , with Alex sitting next to me , her head laying on my shoulder.
"Luke.." she mutters, as she takes a sip of her coffee.
"Alex.."
"Am I forgiven?" I snap my attention towards her, her big innocent eyes , looking deep into mine.
"Alex , I forgave you before you apologized. I love you Alex and there is no way for you to get rid of me, except if you ask me too."
"I'll never ask you to leave , I already lost you once and I think that's enough for a life time." I give her a big smile ,as her words warm my heart, and my love for this girl growing more and more.
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Who would have known? //5sos//L.H//
FanfictionTW: SLEF HARM - DEPRESSION - SUICIDE- MISCARRIAGE Alex a barely surviving her days , the only thing keeping her afloat was her favorite band 5sos. Her anchor in her pathetic life. Till one day her life flips around and she meets them. What will hap...