Chapter 59

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( 2 weeks later . May 21)
Alex's P.O.V

As the weeks went by , the ache in my chest grew.

I was happy at first, not feeling anything. But the moment I steeped inside my room , I lost all self control.

He was everywhere, and looking outside my window towards his , made my breath hitch.

Also coming back , to a slightly thinner stitch bothered me. I told them to take care of him.

My morning sickness, also hasn't changed.
Juliet keeps joking around , that I might be pregnant, but I doubt it.

After I promised Shawn I'd come back home , they've been spending their days here.

They distract me for a while , until I get back to my depressing state and slice my skin open .

Shawn spends the most time with me, I think he sort of bribed the girls into not coming or something.

Like right now , we're sitting in my bedroom watching "Bad Moms" with a bag of chips between us.

I get the nauseous feeling in my stomach and run to the bathroom, Shawn running behind me. I throw up , Shawn holding my hair back.

"Alex , you should really take a pregnancy test." Shawn says for the tenth time this week.
"Why? I haven't done it , since he left. And we used protection. So I'm not pregnant." I state.
"It won't kill you to try."
"Shawn" I nag.
"Alex"
"Please. Just try it." He says again. I roll my eyes , knowing he won't give up.
"God I hate you" I mumble. He smiles and stands up.
"I'll be back in 10" he says , running to my room and grabbing his things.

I sit on the cold tiles of the floor , my mind drifting off. I can't be pregnant , can I ?

Like what would happen, I can't just call Luke and tell him. And my parents. What would my parents do?

They'd murder me for sure , and there's no doubt in that. Every time someone mentions teen pregnancy or something close to the topic in front of them , they gag and get disgusted.

My breath hitches , till I hear Shawn's heavy panting. He gives me the test and leaves me alone in the bathroom.

I take the test , and I open the door , letting Shawn in.
"So?" He asks , nervously. Walking towards me to see the results on the small object...

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Ashton's P.O.V

"Stop messing with the music Mike and get in here!" I yell over the microphone.
Mike rolls his eyes , and walks inside the booth dropping in the chair next to me.

"Where's Luke?" Calum asks.
"Locked in his room." I answer, feeling a stab in the chest.

I should've stopped Alex.
Luke is losing it and so is she.

Alyssa called me , telling me that she started wearing more bracelets than usual , and she's not isolated , but she seems more distant than usual.

I snap out of my thoughts, when the phone rings. It's 2 am , who could be calling at this time?

I check the caller ID , and it's Alex. My heart skips a beat , a shiver taking over my body.
Alex knows about the different timings, she wouldn't call this late .Unless something bad happened.

"Hello?" I answer , worried.

"Ashton. Are the boys with you?" Her voice cracked , and her words soft.

"Yes. Do you want me to put you on speaker? Luke is not here." I tell her , realizing that she's crying.

"Yes." I instantly, press speaker and put the phone in the table.

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