( 2 weeks later . May 21)
Alex's P.O.VAs the weeks went by , the ache in my chest grew.
I was happy at first, not feeling anything. But the moment I steeped inside my room , I lost all self control.
He was everywhere, and looking outside my window towards his , made my breath hitch.
Also coming back , to a slightly thinner stitch bothered me. I told them to take care of him.
My morning sickness, also hasn't changed.
Juliet keeps joking around , that I might be pregnant, but I doubt it.After I promised Shawn I'd come back home , they've been spending their days here.
They distract me for a while , until I get back to my depressing state and slice my skin open .
Shawn spends the most time with me, I think he sort of bribed the girls into not coming or something.
Like right now , we're sitting in my bedroom watching "Bad Moms" with a bag of chips between us.
I get the nauseous feeling in my stomach and run to the bathroom, Shawn running behind me. I throw up , Shawn holding my hair back.
"Alex , you should really take a pregnancy test." Shawn says for the tenth time this week.
"Why? I haven't done it , since he left. And we used protection. So I'm not pregnant." I state.
"It won't kill you to try."
"Shawn" I nag.
"Alex"
"Please. Just try it." He says again. I roll my eyes , knowing he won't give up.
"God I hate you" I mumble. He smiles and stands up.
"I'll be back in 10" he says , running to my room and grabbing his things.I sit on the cold tiles of the floor , my mind drifting off. I can't be pregnant , can I ?
Like what would happen, I can't just call Luke and tell him. And my parents. What would my parents do?
They'd murder me for sure , and there's no doubt in that. Every time someone mentions teen pregnancy or something close to the topic in front of them , they gag and get disgusted.
My breath hitches , till I hear Shawn's heavy panting. He gives me the test and leaves me alone in the bathroom.
I take the test , and I open the door , letting Shawn in.
"So?" He asks , nervously. Walking towards me to see the results on the small object...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ashton's P.O.V"Stop messing with the music Mike and get in here!" I yell over the microphone.
Mike rolls his eyes , and walks inside the booth dropping in the chair next to me."Where's Luke?" Calum asks.
"Locked in his room." I answer, feeling a stab in the chest.I should've stopped Alex.
Luke is losing it and so is she.Alyssa called me , telling me that she started wearing more bracelets than usual , and she's not isolated , but she seems more distant than usual.
I snap out of my thoughts, when the phone rings. It's 2 am , who could be calling at this time?
I check the caller ID , and it's Alex. My heart skips a beat , a shiver taking over my body.
Alex knows about the different timings, she wouldn't call this late .Unless something bad happened."Hello?" I answer , worried.
"Ashton. Are the boys with you?" Her voice cracked , and her words soft.
"Yes. Do you want me to put you on speaker? Luke is not here." I tell her , realizing that she's crying.
"Yes." I instantly, press speaker and put the phone in the table.
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Who would have known? //5sos//L.H//
FanfictionTW: SLEF HARM - DEPRESSION - SUICIDE- MISCARRIAGE Alex a barely surviving her days , the only thing keeping her afloat was her favorite band 5sos. Her anchor in her pathetic life. Till one day her life flips around and she meets them. What will hap...