Only Me....[Completed✔]

Different Life

There wasn't Day 14 in the Diary. Starting from here....I started to skip days on writing diaries. And this is how I slowly changed.....

Day 15
Monday September 9 20XX
Dear Diary,

Since I got my powers.....my brother was right. My life changed forever and now....I have a different life now...

He told me not to be too exicited or too sad, too mad, or else evrything will get worse. About my powers.....there uncontrollable right now especially when I get mad or sad. And I can never day dream or space out again. Or else it might activate by itself. From exiciting and fun life to plain and full of fear life.
I.....I don't like living like this forever.
How can I handle this?

Today at school I accidentally knocked over my teacher's books with my powers in class. My Geography teacher ,Miss Portwin was having a lot of trouble picking up her books. I told myself to stop doing that. But I just can't get a hold of myself.....

I started to keep a distance between my friends because.....they don't understand this.....I'm afraid that they might get hurt because of me.
But Jack understands me, because he knew what happened to me. He is my only friend that knows about my secret talent. Now I have to keep that secret talent...a secret.

It wasn't an easy job though.....because I am easily to get mad or sad. I'm too emotional at curtain things....
A fiew people often make fun of me and I don't like that. Sarah, she wasn't smart but...she makes fun of me a lot. I often ignore her but sometimes.....she tells teachers anout my test that I was cheating, but I'm not!

Even today she made fun of me. She was so mean but that didn't make me heart broken. Teachers at school and everyone else started to realize something weird going on and it's all because of me.....

I have a bad feeling about this...who knows what will happen to me.....
This was my own fault. I made myself like this and now....I have to deal with it.....starting from now on.

Just like what October told me. Although it may seem hard I'm sure that I'm gonna find away out. I hope nothing strange is gonna happen in school....
When will this end...

PS:I don't feel like writing much sorry..

Amy