Like A Butterfly

Chapter Seven- Opening Up

-Your POV-
The next week came and it was a very special day to me..
By special I mean probably the day when I cry the most.
Today is the only day that I allow myself to skip school.
The only day I allow myself to let it all out.
The day my brother died.

The walk to his grave is usually the hardest. It's where I think of all the things I'm going to tell him.
The walk is where I pretend to be okay for my first impression of the year.

I reached his tree where he was buried soon and start crying.
All the effort to try and hold it in doesn't work.
"How are you?" I say stroking the tree. "Weren't you lonely?"
All the emotions hit me as I let out my tears.
This was the only place and person that I could do this in front of.

-Jungkook's POV-
"Jungkook! Please go to the next pose!" the photographer said, taking my photos for a magazine cover.
"Okay that's enough thank you!"
I had just finished my photo shoot and was feeling very tired.

A worker hyung from BigHit that I was very close to came up to me with water.
He messed my hair and said, "Oh look at you missing school to take photos!"
I laughed drinking the water.

I continued my busy schedule for the rest of the day.

-Sam's POV-
*At school*
Y/N and Jungkook were away today.
That was interesting as Jungkook was the most loved student while Y/N was the most hated.

The thing is, I feel bad for Y/N.
I know something about her that everyone at the school doesn't know.
Inside, I know it's right to tell everyone what I know but I can't. My life will be living hell if that's the case.
That's the reason I decided to make her life less miserable by being nice to her.

"Class! Settle down please!" the teacher said, walking in.
"Next week is the field trip for your assignment!" she said.
"Please make sure to attend on that day and come to school by 5:45.

Straight away I heard excited squeals.

-Your POV-
My interaction with my brother was done for the year.
Today was the only time I could come all the way down to his grave which is 3 hours from home.

I rode the train and rode home listening to BTS music.
I never liked Kpop idols or music but their soothing voices seemed to calm me down and not make me feel alone.

I got off at my stop a few hours later and called a taxi.

Today was a very lonely day for me.
I knew my brother was there with me and I felt his company at his grave but walking away, I felt so lonely.

Even though I didn't want to confront anyone today, I walked to the study room.
I needed to catch up on everything I missed today and study.

I arrived at 6pm and saw that Jungkook was already in there.
He looked up, surprised.
"What..? You're here?" he said smiling.
"Yeah.. I'm here everyday," I replied walking to my desk.

"Do you know what I missed today?" Jungkook asked looking at you.
"Oh.. I was away today so I don't know.." I replied, scared that I'd have to explain why.
"Oh what a coincidence.. I had to flunk school too!"

Even though I didn't like Jungkook or had any opinion on him, there was one thing I liked about him.
He gave people space and minded his own business. By his face I could tell he wanted to ask but kept his questions to himself.

I just smiled and started to put my earphones on again.
"Hey!" Jungkook said, holding onto my wrist again.
"What?" I said, giving an 'again?' facial expression.
"Can you just talk to me today?" he said looking at me.
"Ugh, no," I said, wanting to study.

I put on my earphones and turned on some bts music.
I was humming along when Jungkook took off one earphone and put it in his ear.
I got surprised, turning it off as he smirked.
For some reason, I didn't want him knowing that I liked his music.

He straightened his face and looked at me as I pretended nothing was wrong.
"Y/N, I need your company! You never talk to me," he said.
"I need to study," I replied.
"I'll do your homework!" he said, excited for my answer.

I started laughing.
"Pfft! Jungkook! It'd be easier for me to do my own homework than to get a detention for how my efforts and brain has suddenly decreased!" I answered laughing at him.
Jungkook pretended to think.
He came close to me and said, "Well I'll do something I'm good at then! I'll write you a song~"

"Oh lord- shut up! As if you'd do that!" I replied laughing.
"I will," he said lifting his brow, "So will you talk to me?"
"Ahaha ok! But remember you promised me a song!" I replied laughing.

I didn't even realise that I had opened up to someone and that a bit of my happy self was going to show that night.