Like A Butterfly

Chapter Sixteen- Amanda

-Jungkook's POV-
The next day at school I tried to talk to Y/N. I went early to school to try and talk to her.
But she didn't come.
She didn't come until class actually started and I couldn't talk to her.

The whole day Amanda talked to me non stop.
Even at lunch, I couldn't escape and sneak out.
I didn't know what to do.

I felt like I had enough stress outside of school already and this was the last thing I expected to be a problem to me.
For some reason, this drama felt like such a big deal to me..

The day ended and I got a call from Manager Hyung.
"Jungkook. I'm going to pick you up right now. You can't attend school until next Wednesday" he said.
"Okay," I replied.
I was stressing out.

I was walking out to where Manager Hyung said he would be and I got into the car.
Like a huge, painful coincidence, I saw Y/N walking out of the school building as the car drove past.

But I couldn't do anything.

Up until Wednesday I was having trouble with everything I was doing.
I was annoyed at myself and I didn't understand what was happening.

Everyone was angry at me for how badly I was performing lately.
I was so distracted lately that the CEO had to call me over.

"Jungkook.." CEO Bang Si Hyuk said in a stern tone.
"Yes?" I replied, looking down.
"What's going on with you lately!?" he raised his voice at me as I stood there nervously.

"I-"
"I send you to school for less than 2 months and your results are like this! Do you not want a career? Do you want BTS to fail!? Why are you disappointing everyone!?" he shouted.
"I'm trying my best with school and BTS sir," I argued.
"Well that's obviously taking you nowhere!" he shouted again.
"I just need some support! If you keep shouti-"
I felt a slap on my face.

"Why? Are you so famous now that you don't have to show respect to anyone!? Wake up Jungkook- you're life can be ruined in one second! I can kick you out!"
"I can't wait to see you try!" I replied, angry that he wasn't supporting me and always screaming.
I'd had enough.
"You have nowhere to go bastard! Don't go home then! I provide you a nice place to stay at and you do this! Don't come back till you actually want to be a decent singer!"

I stormed out, not looking back.
I went to get a drink.
After many glasses, I found myself in a drunk state.

Everything was a mess for me and all I wanted was to see Y/N.
"Jimin.. Can you help me?" I said to Jimin on the phone, as I couldn't deal with all this anymore.
"Woah what's wrong?" he asked worried.
"I really can't explain cause I don't know either but can you get me to school?" I asked, desperately.
"Jungkook.. Are you drunk? It's 10pm! You can't go to school like that!" he replied.
"Please.." I said and Jimin listened.
He rode a taxi to my house and rode with me to school.

"Do you want me to come with you?" Jimin asked, worried.
"No," I said and I stumbled out.

Inside, I knew all this was useless.
I knew that even if I went that Y/N wouldn't be there but I couldn't let myself stay home and do nothing.

I stumbled into the study room expecting it to be empty.
But unlike what I thought Y/N was sitting there, studying.
I ran up to her and hugged her tightly.
I couldn't control myself.

-Your POV-
Avoiding Jungkook was probably the hardest thing I had to do.
The whole week, I went to school late and changed up my whole routine..

I only came to our class study room on Monday, Wednesday and Friday.
On Tuesdays and Thursdays, I asked for Sam's help on the day I bumped into him and asked to use his friend's study room.

I had missed Jungkook so much.
All I wanted to do was talk to him like old times but I couldn't..
Because of Amanda..

*Flashback*
"Amanda has seen me. Amanda has seen me" was all I was thinking of as I ran out of the classroom.
I wasn't concentrating as I bumped into someone.
"Are you okay?" someone asked.
I recognised it to be Sam's straight away. He told me if I needed help that I can ask for anything. I told him nothing was wrong..

I went to the toilet, stayed for a while and went to the classroom in time for class.

Soon, morning tea came and I was on the way out.
I was walking out of the hallway when Amanda spoke behind me.
"Y/N. I think we need to talk," Amanda said, with a disgusted look- like always.
I turned around and Amanda led me outside with her trio.

As soon as we were out Amanda slapped my face.
"Wow you're honestly a selfish bitch," she said with a scowl.
I looked up nervously.
"How could you even think of being friends with Jungkook?" Maria added.

"I don't want to talk to you for too long because your presence makes me gag so I'll make it short," Amanda scowled, "Fuck off from Jungkook. I don't know what makes you think you have the right to even talk to him.. If we catch you with him one more fucking time, we can fucking tell everyone about your little incident and make your life a living hell."

"That's not too hard because living as a low life like you is hell anyway," Maria smirked.

They all laughed except Mina.
"Also, Jungkook should know the whole thing too if Y/N lingers around him!" Rosa laughed.

I felt tears pricking my eyes and I tried my best to keep them in.
"Ugh, I feel like she's making me feel disgusting!" Amanda said, frowning at me, " Let's go.."

*End of flashback*

Memories of that moment made me want to cry.
All I wanted was to see Jungkook again. All I wanted was a friend.
I thought of Jungkook and how much easier his life is now without me.

I was thinking about how he wouldn't be caring about me while I'm here hurting. Then I felt a warm embrace hug me from behind...