Like A Butterfly

Chapter Fourteen- Attached

-Your POV-
I was again, sitting early at the study room.
I was waiting for Jungkook to arrive and honestly, was excited to see him.
He said he was going to be here after a quick recording session.

Suddenly, the door opened and Jungkook walked in panting, instantly making me smile.
"Why are you panting? Did you run here!?" I laughed as a joke.
"Yeah.. I'm so sorry I was way later than I thought I was going to be," he replied, seriously.

"What!? I was kidding! Jungkook, you didn't have to come- you could've just gone home," I replied, surprised.
"No! It's not like you gave me your number or anything, I can't just go without telling you!" he said, almost hinting to give him my number.
"Oh.. uhh," I replied.
"I'm asking for your number," Jungkook whispered.
"Uhh here," I replied, handing Jungkook a piece of paper with my number on it.
"Oh my gosh really? Thanks!" he said, folding the paper and putting it in his pocket.

I opened my books and set up to study.
Jungkook did the same and for once, both of us were studying.
A few hours into studying, Jungkook stood up, making me look at him.
"I'm going to the market across the road for a snack. You want anything?" he asked.

"No, I'm good," I replied.
Even though I damn wanted to eat all the snacks at the market, I didn't want to bother Jungkook too much.
"Okay then," he replied walking out of the classroom.

After a few minutes, Jungkook came in with a plastic bag full of food.
He was also drinking a soft drink.
"Are you sure you don't want any?" he asked.
"Uh.. Y-yeah I'm sure," I replied.
Jungkook smirked and placed a drink, chips and chocolate onto my desk.
I looked up.
"Y/N.. You have to eat this for me or I'll get fat for the concerts!" he said dramatically.
This time I didn't hold back.
"Okay fine. But only cause I'm nice," I said smiling.

I opened the chips and started eating.
"Why didn't you just ask for some at the start," Jungkook asked, laughing and sitting down.
"Well I didn't want any at that time.." I argued, eating the chips and drink.

We soon started studying again and the room was silent.
Thanks to how quiet it was and how late it was getting, I soon fell fast asleep.

A few hours later, I woke up.
I looked next to me and saw Jungkook sleeping right next to me, at my desk.
For some reason, this brought me comfort. As I looked at his face intently, Jungkook's eyes opened slightly making me jump.

"You actually woke up?" he said stretching and lifting his head.
I cleared my throat and felt my cheeks getting warm.
"You're talking as if I'm always asleep," I said, shuffling my seat closer to the desk to start studying again.
Jungkook laughed.
"Yeah, you are always asleep!" he said moving back to his desk.

Jungkook started studying as if nothing happened. As if he didn't move his chair to my desk and slept close to me.
'Y/N you're overreacting. It's because you haven't had a friend in a while. Stop feeling loved because of the smallest things," I thought as my heart started thumping out of control.

I had to stop this.
I had to stop getting so close and attached to Jungkook.
I knew later all this 'friendship' was going to do was hurt me like the rest..
But I hadn't had such a close friend in such a long while...

"Y/N.. Starting from next week I can only come to the study room twice a week.." Jungkook said all of a sudden.
"Huh?" I replied, confused.
"I have schedules and things so I can only come to study on Tuesdays and Thursdays," he continued.
I felt a weird feeling inside. Like a pang of sadness.
"Oh really? I can finally study then!" I smiled.
I was pretending I was glad but in reality I was disappointed.
I didn't know why.
I hated myself for being so attached to him already.
This feeling inside only proved that I enjoyed Jungkook's company even more.

"Are you sure you won't miss me?" he smiled, obviously glad that I wasn't sad about this news.
"What's there to miss about you? How you prevent me from studying?" I joked but inside I knew I was going to miss his company a lot.
"Don't get too excited. I'm still here on Tuesdays and Thursdays," he said smiling.

"Oh great," I answered, actually meaning it.