Like A Butterfly

Chapter Twenty Three- Mina & Amanda

-Your POV-
I had gotten all my notes in the morning and now it was lunch.

Everyone was talking to each other and hanging out and I started to walk outside to go to my spot.

"Y/N~" Amanda cooed, as if I was a dog, "Do you know why Jungkook is away today?"
Unlike normal days, Amanda wasn't being followed and praised by her little 'gang'.
"No," I replied, trying to avoid the situation by walking away.
"Well that's not what Mina told me.." Amanda said as she looked at her nails.

I ignored her and tried to walk again when Amanda extended her leg, tripping me.
"Oh my god! Are you okay?" Amanda shrieked sarcastically, "Y/N we should go talk outside."
With that she led me outside the building.

"What were you doing in Jungkook's car?" Amanda asked as soon as we were far from the ears of other students.
"I don't know what your talking about," I said, defending myself.
"Fucking bullshit," she replied, "At least tell the truth for fuck's sake."

I couldn't stand it.
Usually I didn't stand up for myself but I felt like I could today.
Amanda was alone and I had.. a friend.

"I don't have to tell you anything," I said nervously.
"Wow Y/N.. Is that what you call self defence?" I thought as my voice came out squeaky and scared.

"Y/N I'm really starting to wonder if you are just a self centred whore who needs all the fucking attention in the world," Amanda said.
"I didn't do anything wrong," I answered back.

"So playing around with Jungkook wasn't anything wrong!? Correct me if I'm wrong but I'm more than sure I told you to Fuck Off."
"You don't own-" *Slap

I was at a loss for words as tears prickled my eyes.
"Why? Were you going to fuck with a celebrity again? Are you going to pretend Jungkook had interest in you and raped you!? Oh I don't know why but that sounds awfully similar to what you tried to do LAST YEAR."

Now tears were uncontrollably rolling down my cheeks as Amanda's words hurt me.
"I don't know what kind of shitty idea you're having but I'm not letting you ruin Jungkook's career. If you need the money why don't you go to a strippers club? It's the same with what you do to idols except you get paid!"

"Shut up," I said.
I hated being treated like this.
"Y/N I'll just tell you ONE. MORE. TIME," Amanda said with a scowl, "You mess with Jungkook again and I can tell everyone in this whole school to bully you and not let you live life. You know I can do that."

Then Amanda walked off.
My legs couldn't support me any more as I crouched down and started crying uncontrollably.

I was right from the beginning.
Being friends with anyone- especially a loved kpop star was only going to hurt me in the end.