Like A Butterfly

Chapter Seventeen- Grandma

I was thinking about how he wouldn't be caring about me while I'm here hurting. Then I felt a warm embrace hug me from behind...

-Your POV-
"Why the fuck did you avoid me?" Jungkook asked while hugging me.
I froze.
I didn't know what to do or how to react.
"I missed you so much. Why did you just leave?"

I could smell alcohol and knew straight away he was drunk.
I didn't reply because I didn't know what to say.
This whole week I avoided him and I thought he was fine.

"Y/N.. Do you hate me?" he asked sadly.
I shook my head and felt him hug me tighter.
Tears fell from my eyes as I remembered Amanda and I escaped his embrace.

"Jungkook go home- you're drunk," I said even though the last thing I wanted was for him to leave.
"Why? So I can lose you again?" he replied, hurt.
I felt my heart thumping.

"Y/N why are you avoiding me? Did I do something wrong?" he asked.
"No," I replied.
"Is it because I don't come here all the time!? I can come to the study room everyday if you like... Please.."

"No Jungkook just stop! You don't even have to come here! You can go off to your rich ass company and ask for a rich ass study room what the fuck! Why are you apologising to me! Stop making things so hard for me!" I bursted, "I would honestly appreciate if we just stopped acting like we're friends! And.. And I think you'd appreciate it too."

There was complete silence.
I turned around and was wiping my tears when I heard a thump.
Jungkook had passed out.

-Jungkook's POV-
I woke up with a headache in Jimin's bed.
"What the fuck?" I said to myself.
"You're awake?" Jimin said coming in.
"What the fuck were you thinking."

"What happened?" I asked, holding my head from the headache.
"You forced me to take you to your study room.. I was gonna leave but the idea was so stupid I went to check on you and you fucking passed out! Some girl named Y/N was helping you geez."

I stopped as I remembered Y/N.
Flashbacks of what she said to me came to me and I sat there in silence.
"What time is it?" I asked.
"Just skip school- its 12:50.." Jimin told me.
"Yeah,okay."

To forget about the pain I was feeling, I went back to sleep.

-Your POV-
Jungkook wasn't at school today.
I didn't know why but part of me thought it was because of what happened yesterday.
Nowadays, Amanda was glaring at me and picking on me a lot more.

It was a Thursday- a day when Jungkook comes to the study room.
I had to go to Sam's friend's class' room instead of ours..

It was 5 and I walked to their room.
It was luckily on the other side of the school to Room C67.
I walked in and there was 2 other people using the room.

Unlike our room, it was completely silent and used just for studying purposes.
Hours went by and it was 12.
I stood up and left for home.

Unlike every other day, when I arrived the lights to the house were on.
"Damn it- don't tell me they're awake," I thought as I quietly entered the house.

"Y/N?" I heard my mum say.
I sighed and walked to my mum who was in the living room.
"Y/N I'm really sorry but your dad and I won't be home for a month.." my mum said.

This was new- my mum wasn't screaming at me for once.
"A month?" I mumbled.
My mum burst into tears and said, "Grandma has passed away this morning."

Tears were forming in my eyes.
"What!?" I said, dropping my bag.
"She was old.."
I couldn't control myself as I cried.
"Can't I come with you!?" I cried.
"No- I'm really sorry but.. we can't afford it.."

My grandma was the only person I could call family and I couldn't go because of the money?
I couldn't believe what was being said
I nodded crying and walked to my room with my bag.

Not only did my grandma die, I would have to spend a month all alone.