It's ok to cry (Smosh Fanfiction)

Chapter Twenty Three ~ Don't say anything

Hey guys! There is no good excuse as to why this is up so late... Sorrrrrryyyyyyy... X1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 :)

Anyway, this chapter get a little bit heated towards the end... Also, if it's written badly it's because I didn't edit it and... Well I have no experience with some stuff... You'll see ;)

Enjoy!

~Aivry

Chapter 23, Don't say anything

Anthony(POV)

*Flashback to the night of the party*

I had a beer in one hand and I was dancing like a maniac out on the living room floor. I was drunk beyond imaginable and couldn't think straight. Was I only one this drunk?

I noticed Raina walking up to me and taking me away from the dance floor, leading me into my bed room. I remember thinking how... Sexy Raina looked. Why? Well because I was drunk, although Raina always looked beautiful no matter what she wore.

*End of flashback*

I also remember thinking about how much I loved her... How much I.... Wanted her. I didn't want to hurt her... I didn't want to ACTUALLY do it... It was just the liquor talking. Obviously, I would never do that. But what was my drunk self telling me about what I really felt? The thought scared me... I don't want to ever go through that again.

I feel like such an idiot. Even when I broke down at that cafe, Raina was still helping me and being so... Nice to me. Why? She should hate me, I deserve it.

Raina's been through enough shit, I don't want to be something to add to the list of her regrets and painful memories.

When I finally fell asleep, it was hours after I had gone to bed.

Raina(POV)

When I woke up, Ian and I were entangled and cuddled up against each other. I thought about how nice he was, staying with me the whole night, and how he actually listened to me... I felt... Loved.

Ian made me feel whole. I really do think that I love him... But it may as well be a one sided relationship.

Ian stirred a little and opened up his eyes, searching mine when he was fully awake. I felt safe when I with him. He smiled at me.

"Morning Raina..." Ian said with a yawn.

"Morning..." I answered back, yawning as well. I giggled. "I guess that's contagious."

"Yeah," Ian said with a giggle. Wait, giggle? Is that even possible? Too adorable. "So, what do you want to do today? We still have two days with Felix and Marzia. Although it's looking like they're leaving early tomorrow because the flight was just canceled and they have to take a different one which is earlier."

"Hmmm," I thought. "What if we went somewhere like..." I whispered my idea to him. Ian grinned in response.

"We'd better go get ready and tell the others then!"

~A little while later~

"C'mon Raina! Hurry up!" Ian yelled from down the hall. I'm guessing maybe from the kitchen. Grabbing some snacks, probably.

"Coming! Just give me a minute!" I grabbed my backpack and shoved all of my essentials inside. I made sure to put my sunglasses on top of my head and pack a few magazines and books too. I applied some concealer and light waterproof mascara. I looked pretty good. I was wearing a pair of denim shorts (not too short) and a tank top with blue and white stripes. I threw on a light grey hoodie over top.