The Principal 2

Chapter 18

***April break is starting it's gonna be great****
-June 4-
-jessica-
Niall soon came, I was so happy to see him, even though I was only taken for like 3 days. I'm so thrilled it wasn't longer. Can someone just murder him, like that would be fantastic. I need to live my life. I'm hopeful that one day I will be able to. If I could be the one to kill him, that would be my dream. I don't even know who I am anymore, like killing people that's not me, I'm a lover not a fighter. Look what he did to me, I don't even recognize myself anymore, behind all the scars, all the betrayal, all the hurt is me a broken simple girl. Maybe I'll be better one day, I could only hope.

"What should we order for dinner," Niall asks breaking me out of my thoughts.

"I'm not sure, what are you in the mood for," I question.

"I mean, that's why I asked you because I don't know," he answers.

"I don't really want pizza, unless you want to get something that's not pizza."

"You can get like hero or calzone or something," Niall chimes.

"I haven't had a calzone in forever," I say.

"Calzone it is," Niall says.

"I never said that's what I wanted," I giggled as Niall kissed my nose. He attacked my face with kisses as I continued to laugh uncontrollably.

"Yeah, but you said you haven't had it in forever, so I think you should get it," he says giving me the widest smile.

"If that's what you want to get I won't object," I reply covering my mouth.

"You are so cute," Niall beams poking my sides, making me laugh harder.

"Niall, stop I'm gonna pee myself," I begged, my stomach hurting.

Niall held my face in his hands and placed a sloppy kiss onto my lips. "I cannot. Get. Enough. Of. You. Jessica. Carter," Niall said between kisses. Once we broke apart everyone was staring at us, my cheeks turned red in embarrassment. But Niall gave everyone a huge smile while I tried to hide my face.

"So guys order a calzone or whatever you guys want," Niall orders.

"On it," Liam answers.

I lean into Niall's side, Luke won't meet my gaze. I feel horrible for doing this to him. He's done so much for me and I just threw away his love. But I honestly can't blame myself, he told me too late, he had years to tell me how he felt, he only told me when another boy threatened him. Luke and I could've been something, but I have Niall now and we are something. I'm sure, Luke will find the girl of his dreams, he is so perfect there's no way he'll be alone for super long. I'll still be there for him just not in the way he would like. Niall grabs my hands bringing my attention back to him. I give him a weak smile.

"You know, I love you," Niall tells me wrapping his arms around you.

"Yeah, I know and I love you, too," I say.

"Jessica, I'm sorry I couldn't protect you, but if you're not feeling good tell us I don't care how much fun we're having. Your safety and health is more important," Niall says.

"I'm sorry, I just saw how happy everyone was and I didn't want to ruin it," I said.

"If you aren't feeling well, you're being honest, it won't ruin our night."