Twilight Fan Fiction Awards Fall 2017 Winner!
about a girl
who loved him
hopelessly,
but was forced
to pretend
to feel the same
for somebody else
as well.
❝I really like this story, even though I like the Jacob and Rene...
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"nessie! nessie!", shayla and nicole attack renesmee with hugs and squeals at school in one lovely sunny day.
"what?", she tries to share their enthusiasm.
"there's gonna be a party at wade's!", shayla exclaims.
nessie cheers loudly with her friends, unaware that declan is watching them.
lately, however, renesmee has been thinking a lot. she wants to go back home, to forks. there is no point to stay here any longer. sure, she has wonderful friends and jacob, but she doesn't want declan to suffer.
they say that when one forbids love, a stone has been thrown in the vast blue sea.
renesmee's parents have forbidden this love a long time ago.
renesmee is trying to hide her true feelings by giving jacob a chance. for now it's going very well. alas she can't help but notice how much declan is hurting. sometimes, she still remembers their kisses, their dates, their hugs, the future they were planning.
she tries to brush it off. but it doesn't always work. thanks for momma's shield. it always helps, when needed.
renesmee agrees to go. but they don't know that this will be her very last party with them.
she wants to disappear. to continue her life and to forget about her first love.
