Twilight Fan Fiction Awards Fall 2017 Winner!
about a girl
who loved him
hopelessly,
but was forced
to pretend
to feel the same
for somebody else
as well.
❝I really like this story, even though I like the Jacob and Rene...
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on the way to school, nessie listens to the lullaby her father has written for her. she knows how to play it and she plans on performing it at the school's talent show.
while listening, she imagines herself playing it, her family proudly watching, jacob cooing over her, as always, declan watching in awe. or not caring at all. or maybe being jealous. she bets he can't play the piano
like she can. or sing in that matter.
at school, everybody is surprised, when they see the new renesmee. to them
she seems even more confident than usual.
"remi!", her friends greet her.
she grins and hugs them. "you can call me nessie too,"
she adds.
nicole raises an eyebrow. "like the loch ness monster?"
renesmee nods and heads to class
with shayla and nicole.
as always, declan is nowhere
to be found.
renesmee catches herself worrying about him. his empty seat makes her anxious.
if he, as a sophomore, skips classes like that, just because of a break-up, what is gonna happen when they're seniors? he might not be able
to graduate.
snap out of it!
thankfully, her phone
distracts her. it vibrates in the middle of the class, but the teacher
doesn't hear it.
renesmee sneakfully takes it out. she has a new message. from jacob. what a surprise!
"hey, ness, wanna hang out after school?", it reads. she smiles a little. she wouldn't mind that.
remember,
she is giving him
a chance. he might blow it.
he might now.
"yes,"
nessie quickly types and sends.
just as she is about
to hide her phone, the teacher comes
to her.
"renesmee, your phone,
please," she is holding
out her hand to take it.
renesmee gulps,
locks her phone
and hands it,
murmuring an apology. she can't wait
to get it back
and check her messages.
after her morning classes,
all she does throughough lunch is text jacob.
her friends have noticed her spacey behaviour. they're curious.
has she moved on that quickly?
"nessie!", shayla exclaims
too loudly. everyone is still getting used to that nickname. some people turn to them. "who is jacob?"
nessie raises her head sharply
and sees that even declan
is staring at them. she sees the jealousy in his eyes.
"oh,"she keeps up with her friends' behavior,
speaking too loudly. "i have a date with him
t o d a y."
her friends squeal loudly alongside her, while everybody else begin to gossip.
they're curious. who is jacob?
nessie doesn't notice how hurt declan is. she doesn't know that. she doesn't know that