on the way to school,
nessie listens to
the lullaby
her father has written
for her.
she knows how to play it
and she plans on
performing it
at the school's
talent show.
while listening,
she imagines
herself playing it,
her family proudly watching,
jacob cooing over her,
as always,
declan watching in awe.
or not caring at all.
or maybe being jealous.
she bets he can't
play the pianolike she can.
or sing in that matter.at school,
everybody is surprised,
when they see
the new renesmee.
to themshe seems even more
confident than usual."remi!", her friends
greet her.she grins and hugs them.
"you can call me nessie too,"she adds.
nicole raises an eyebrow.
"like the loch ness monster?"renesmee nods
and heads to classwith shayla and nicole.
as always,
declan is nowhereto be found.
renesmee catches herself
worrying about him.
his empty seat
makes her anxious.if he, as a sophomore,
skips classes like that,
just because of a break-up,
what is gonna happen
when they're seniors?
he might not be ableto graduate.
snap out of it!
thankfully,
her phonedistracts her.
it vibrates
in the middle
of the class,
but the teacherdoesn't hear it.
renesmee sneakfully
takes it out.
she has a new message.
from jacob.
what a surprise!"hey, ness,
wanna hang out
after school?",
it reads.
she smiles a little.
she wouldn't
mind that.remember,
she is giving him
a chance.
he might blow it.he might now.
"yes,"
nessie quickly types
and sends.just as she is about
to hide her phone,
the teacher comesto her.
"renesmee, your phone,
please," she is holding
out her hand to take it.
renesmee gulps,
locks her phone
and hands it,
murmuring an apology.
she can't waitto get it back
and check her messages.
after her morning classes,
all she does throughough
lunch is text jacob.her friends have noticed
her spacey behaviour.
they're curious.has she moved on
that quickly?"nessie!", shayla exclaims
too loudly.
everyone is still getting used
to that nickname.
some people turn to them.
"who is jacob?"nessie raises her head sharply
and sees that even declan
is staring at them.
she sees the jealousy
in his eyes."oh,"she keeps up with
her friends' behavior,speaking too loudly.
"i have a date with himt o d a y."
her friends squeal loudly
alongside her,
while everybody else
begin to gossip.they're curious.
who is jacob?nessie doesn't notice
how hurt declan is.
she doesn't know that.
she doesn't know thathe is on the verge of tears.
and men have been taught
to keep their tearsfor the pillow.
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Amative Girls ♡ Renesmee Cullen
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