Anime Guys x Reader

Midorima Shintarou x Broken!Reader

I've grown my love for Shin-chan back~ ( not that I ever stopped loving him lol ) but I finally got inspiration to write him again and this was one that I really liked because I think in a desperate situation Midorima would have a hard time going through his tsundere attitude, but he'd break through it if he had to to get the person he loved to come back to him. Idk maybe that's just me but I really liked this idea!
Literally, just so we're all aware, I hardly reread this lol I write it because it was on my mind and it helped my brain idea flies for my other stories...so if it's skippy or redundant...I apologize haha

Shin-chan will definitely get his own better stories later! ;)

I am almost done writing my Francis x Reader fic part 2! But I've really been taking my time on it because I really want this to be written well and to get across the exact feelings I have in mind!

(I'm also currently writing a lemon request soooo yeah lol)

I got the inspiration from the song above! Literally....there are so many quotes directly from the song LOL

Enjoy~

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Three years.

Three years and eight months since you've been in a relationship with your current boyfriend; Midorima Shintarou.

He was madly in love with you. He had quite the difficult time showing his affections, but he knew you understood what he felt. Midorima wasn't the jealous type, the possessive type, or even the type to be clingy, yet somehow...he felt strange at times when you wouldn't show your own affection.

Was he craving your attention?

Was he envious of whatever possessed your thoughts?

Did he want you to cling to him, show him your affection more apparently?

This wasn't like him to feel so...neglected(?). And yet, his heart wrenched at the idea of you not hugging him when he came home from work, not smiling with a warm and loving expression. Of course, he wouldn't think that he would respond in an affectionate way of his own...however, was it too much to ask from you?

Maybe it was.

Maybe he shouldn't expect something out of you that he wouldn't show himself.

Though that didn't stop him from still desiring your attention. In his mind, Midorima understood why you were so distant, but just because his mind knew didn't mean his heart could grasp the idea that someone else possessed yours. Going into the relationship the green-headed male knew that you were still hung up over the last relationship you had been through. This didn't stop him from wanting a relationship with you, he absolutely adored you and was tired of admiring you from afar, so when the opportunity arose and you needed someone to pick up your broken pieces he was there without hesitation. Looking back on the occurrence now, Midorima would note that it wasn't the best road to take and he would regret starting the relationship on such a broken slate...but he just couldn't help himself. How could someone that shined so brightly in another circumstance, be so dimmed with someone who truly cared?

At times, when Midorima would walk by the living room, he'd see you sitting alone just staring out the window as if yo longed to be elsewhere and his heart felt heavy. These times he felt as if he were sharing you with a memory, not the real you. He felt the pain like a knife in his heart, but he suppressed it, knowing it wouldn't accomplish anything to make you feel guilty. There was nothing he hated more than to see you upset and knowing he was the cause, Midorima understood that you had problems you had to work, he only wanted to help in any way he could...but he was so awkward when it came to interaction and he didn't know how to come up to you without being inconsiderate of your feelings.