Deeks POV
I didn't get to sleep for qutie a long time so I just laid there, stroking Kensis hair and watching her sleep. I was really nervous about this date. I hoped she would like it but I wasn't to sure. But it seemed Ihad nothing to worry about! She loved it! And seriously, she was a natural in the wild. But the reason I couldn't sleep was because of what she told me before our date, about her being raped. I can't beleive she didn't tell me. I can't beleive I didn't realise. But the thing i don't understand is that, this is Kensi. No man could ever get close enough to even touch her, let alone rape her, with being killed or having a near death experience. It just dosn't make much sence. I'll ask her. Its my only choice, she is going to have to let me in. And if she dosn't, I'll find out another way. Another thing thats bugging me is what did she mean when she said that she hadn't slept in three days? I feel her sturring next to me, "Deeks, why are you still awake?" she mumbled sleepily, "I'm just thinking," I whisper in reply, "Go back to sleep princess," "What are you thinking about?" she asks, "I'm not going back to sleep until you tell me," "You," she turns to look at me, "About what you told me earlier. Ok? Just go back to sleep," "Deeks," she see the look in my eye and sighs, "What do you want to know?" She asks quietly "What do you mean?" I ask, although I know exactly what she means, "You know what I mean Deeks," she whispers, "So just ask what you want to know," "How come you've not been sleeping," I ask curiously, starting with the easier question, "I got a note a couple of weeks ago from those um, you know," she mumbles, I squeeze her hand, giving her the strength she needs to carry on, "saying that they were coming back. It makes it kinda hard to sleep ya know," "They won't ever get near you again kens, you know that right princess?" I feel her nodd against my chest, "But how come they got near you in the first place princess? I mean, I'm like they only guy that can even touch you with having a near death experience, why didn't you just go all ninja on them?" "They, they said they would kill you," She starts crying and I curse myself for even asking, "Shhh Kens," I mumble into her hair, "I got you. Lets just go to sleep Kens," "I, I almost commited suicide once," she admits. I pull back and look her in the eye. "When?" "After the case with Jack. The night we got together. I got another note that night and I went down to the beach. I was going to, to, kill myself that night but then. Then you turned up," she looked over at me, "You saved me Deeks. Thanks," I didn't even know what to say. So I didn't say anything, instead I just kissed her. We must have been kissing for ten minuites when she pulled away and leant her head on my chest. "Your welcome Princess,"
A/N: Sorry, I know this is quite short but some of you were confused over some stuff so I thought I would answer some of your questions. Next chapter will probably be up tommorow and will defiently be a lot longer. Thanks for reading! Please vote and comment! :)
