Chapter Eighteen

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"Hey guys," Kensi said nervously, stepping through the door. She knew by their expressions that they had got her message. Now she just had to explain.

"Hey," They answered, wondering what she was going to say.

"Um, can I talk to Deeks first?" She asked, knowing that there was no way she was talking to them before talking to Deeks first. They both stood up and walked out of the room, nodding in understandment. She awkwardly sat down next to him and he immediately wrapped his arms around her. She smiled, she loved this man more than she could even start to describe.

"Kens, how long have you known?" Deeks asked, not pulling away.

"Um," she mumbled, freezing.

"Kensi"

"About a month, I think, maybe less," she whispered, scared of his reaction.

"A month! Why didn't you tell me?" Deeks asked, his voice bordering on angry

"Because, I was scared, I was alone, I didn't know what to do!" She replied, afraid that he would hate her for not telling him sooner.

"What do you mean? You've never been alone, not once Kens. I never left your side,"

"Deeks, sometimes when your surrounded by people, that's when you feel most alone," she whispered. She felt him tense up next to her but he relaxed when she stroked his hair gently.

"But you could have told me, you should have told me," he said.

"I found out when I was in the hospital. I had no idea who you were Deeks," She shouted, the tears she wouldn't let fall suddenly pouring down her face. She got up and stormed out of the house, slamming the door violently behind her. Running his hands through his hair, he got up and followed her, but not before grabbing a donut and coffee. He ran to all the places he thought she would go to. He must have spent over half an hour until he realised that there was only one place she would definitely be. The beach. He ran, probably quicker than ever before, and spotted her sitting on the soft, golden sand. Silently, he went and sat behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist, careful not to spill the coffee, and pulled her back so she was leaning against him. She attempted to get out but when he gave her the donut and coffee, she immediately stopped and concentrated on the sugary goodness.

"Princess, I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to make you mad, I was just shocked. I mean, don't get me wrong, I can't wait to have our own mini ninja princess or Prince, I just want expecting one so soon," he admitted, hoping that she would understand.

"I know, I'm sorry for shouting. I just, I want expecting it either, and, I don't know what to do," she told him, trying not to break down again.

"Kens, if you don't want the baby then you can get an abortion, but if you want it, then you have me, Nell, Eric, even Tony and Ziva!" he whispered

"Of course I want it Deeks, I just, it was bad enough hiding Zivas pregnancy, but mine as well!" Erruptly, Deeks stood up. "I have a plan," he said, thinking. "I have a plan, come on Kens," he repeated, pulling Kensi up with him and together, hand in hand, they run back home. Yeah, Kensis confused, but if he has a plan, then, she trusts him. When they get back, Deeks gets everyone in the living room and starts to explain his plan.
"Ok guys, you know Director Shepard?" he started
"Yeah, she's a good friend of mine" Ziva says
"Good. Ok, well, we could tell her, she won't tell, an  I think she knows anyway,"
"Ok, but what can she do?" Kensi asks
"She could send us on a year long assignment," Deeks answers
"Yeah, she could, but how is that going to help?" Tony asks,
"Because it wouldn't be a real assignment, Deeks, your a genius!" Kensi shouts, getting up to hug him.
"I know I am," he says cheekily, "Ziva, can you ask her? I mean, you know her better than anyone else." Ziva nodds and stands up.
"Come on, let's do it now," The others stand up and follow her out the door.
"Um guys, weren't we meant to be at work today?" Tony asks. They all fall silent, exchanging a glance.
"Yes," they all say. Quickly, the get in the car and drive extremely quickly to work. Apparently pregnancy doesn't stop Kensi from driving suicidaly. Once they arrive, they run into OPs and go to Hettys office.
"Can I help you?"
"Can we talk to the Director?" Ziva asks. Hetty looks at them curiously but eventually nods, standing up and walking away. They start following her and are very much surprised when they see Jenny sitting in OPs, alone.
"Ah, Ziva, hello," she says, standing up to greet her friend. "What brings you here?"
"Well, we need a favour," she starts
"Ok sure, what is it?"
"Well, I'm pregnant, so is Kensi," Jenny's face lit up when she heard the news
"Congratulations, who are the dad's?" She asked. When Tony and Deeks hugged there girlfriends, realisation swept over Jenny's face.
"Oh, and you don't want Jethro, I mean Gibbs, to know, or anyone I'm guessing, but what can I do?" The others nodded
"Could you possibly send us on an undercover mission, for a year or so," Ziva asked.
"Sure, I owe you remember?" Jenny said, "Ok, well, I could send you to Scarborough in England for a year, tell all the others your under cover, and yeah, that could work,"
"Thanks Jenny," Ziva said, and the others thanked her as well.
"But you will have to leave in an hour, go pack and then say your goodbyes," she instructed, watching as the look of surprise washed over their faces there faces as they left the room. 

In the bullpen, everyone was waiting for them. Wanting to know why they had to talk to the Director. When they finally came down, they were greeted with four sad looking agents.

"Whats up guys?" Eric asked, nervously. He didn't like seeing his family upset like this.

"We're being sent on a mission," Kensi explained

"Ok, for how long?" Callen asked

"A year, maybe longer," Ziva said

"A YEAR!!!" Sam bellowed, then more quietly he asked, "When do you leave?"

"Now, see you next year guys," Deeks said, leading the way out of the bullpen, knowing that the journey ahead of them would be difficult, but they had each other. They would get through this.

"Come on princess,"

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