Deeks POV
I felt like I was paralyzed, frozen in time, unable to do anything other than breathe. And even that was becoming harder. Ok, maybe that was a slight overexagaration, but you get the point. Looking down at her, I sighed when I realised she was fast asleep, therefore unable to be subjected to my questions. It would have to wait till morning. Sighing, I knew that I would never be able to sleep with all these questions on my mind, so I slipped out of bed and, after making sure Kensi was still fast asleep, crept into the living room. Sitting down on the couch, I put my head in between my knees. I stayed like that for ten minutes or so, trying to figure out what the hell she was talking about, when I felt a light pressure on my back. Kensi. Slowly, she sat down next to me, not saying anything. My mind still racing at one million miles per hour, I looked up and saw nothing but concern in her eyes. Concern, and a bit of something else as well. Love.
"I did say that you weren't feeling well," She whispers, a ghost of a smile showing on her face.
"I'm fine, just confused. Very confused," I admit, following her lead and whispering.
"Look, I heard you talking to the guys earlier, ok?" She told me. Groaning, I put my head back in between my knees. This was it, this was the big rejection I had been fearing for so long, "Deeks, look at me," I couldn't do it. There was no way I was looking her in the eye when she rejected me. This way, I could let the tears fall without her seeing. It was much better this way.
"Deeks," She mumbles, then sighs when I still refuse to look at her. "Deeks, this isn't the big rejection your thinking it is," Wait, what? Slowly, I look up at her, still refusing to meet her eyes.
"Look Deeks, I'm not rejecting you, Ok? Get that out of your head right now. But I'm not ready for our thing to become official ever," She said, sighing when she said that last bit. My head was spinning from the confusion but I wasn't about to interupt her now. "I have stuff I need to figure out, stuff I need to proccess, before I can say yes," Sighing, I look her in the eye,
"But it's not a no right?" I ask, hating myself for sounding so needy,
"No Deeks, it's defiently not a no," She confirms, making me grin wildly, unable to hold in my happiness. Suddenly, I pull her into a massive hug. She defiently wasn't expecting it, but Kensi welcomes it anyway, much to my delight. I don't want to pull away but then theres a knock on the door and I have no choice. Standing up, I go to answer it.
Kensi's POV,
God, if saying maybe would make him this happy, what would saying 'I do' make him do? I really didn't want to think about that one, although some of the possibilities would be extremly funny. I watch him go and answer the door, wondering who it is. Curious, I go and walk up to the door.
"Hey Kens, this is Jake, my one and only friend from the LAPD!" He introduces. We shake hands before I re enter the living room.
"Kens, me and Jake are gunna go talk out the back Ok?" I nodd and watch as they walk towards the back garden. Slowly and silently, I follow, making sure that they wouldn't know I was spying.
"So that's the one and only Kensi Blye huh? God you were right when you said that she was a sexy little bitch, what would I do to be in your position and sleep with that slut every night I don't know," I hear him say. Gritting my teeth, I make a mental reminder to kill Deeks later for saying that about me.
"I never said that about Kensi. I said she was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen," He says, making me smile. He told me that I was beautiful every single day, yet it always managed to make me smile. "Also, never talk about Kensi like that Ok?"
"Yeah yeah Man," Jake says, "So, how long until your plan works and you can get inside her pants?" I start hating Jake even more everything second. But there's this nagging voicce inside of me. Has Deeks really been doing all this just for Sex? Is it possible?
"OMG Man, get this inside of your head. I love Kensi because she's amazing, smart, beautiful and deadly. If she wasn't Sex, then ok. But it isn't ultimatly part of the plan," He shouts. I can't even beleive I acctually thought Jake was right.
"So, has the little slut aggreed to the partners with privallages thing yet? Or do you still need to ask her?" He asks. I wonder what's going to happen when I hear, and see, Deeks slap him in the face. Jake looks shocked but punches back. I run in, stopping the fight before it gets too serious.
"Seriously you two?" I shout, kicking Jake in th nuts before walking over to Deeks, "You Ok?"
"Yeah, I'm fine," He tells me, "Guess you heard most of that then?"
"Yeah," I admit, before walking over to Jake and kicking him one last time for good measue, before pulling out my gun and threatening to shoot his balls off if he wasn't out of the house in the next three seconds. He was gone in two.
"Well, it's 11 O'clock, we've probably woken up half the neighborhood," Deeks says, making me laugh
"Yeah, we should probably go to sleep, I'm exachsted from listening to all that fighting," We walk back inside and into the bedroom for the second time that evening. Settling down beneath the covers, I sniggle up to Deeks and close my eyes. I fall asleep quickly, lulled by the lullaby that is Deeks voice saying that he loves me.
And just before sleep consumes me I realise something,
I Love Marty Deeks
A/N: Hey guys! So, please comment and vote! Comments esspesially! I have deicded that I will start dedicating the chapters to people that comment. The nicest comment gets the dedication. If no one comments I'll just dedicate it to Rosie since she comments on every single chapter anyway! Thanks guys! Bye!
